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tenderlynew
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I have posted about “white” and black magic, I have posted about a “fatal wound” which has been killing me for 28 years, what’s on my mind, after all that (I cried and slept all day and got a phone call from my mother which cheered me up; was feeling lifted up and so hopeful knowing I was being lifted up against the black magic but then crashed. Now I am fearing for my very soul over a deed I did in my awful place in a dangerous city nearby, I called Children’s Services on a young (unmarried) couple with a 1 year old boy, and I have feared for them and also for myself, as they threatened me, ever since. Mostly I fear for the little boy. I don’t know how to pray for them. I have to admit that I was confused about calling and I fear it was the wrong thing to do. I fear for this little boy being separated from his mother. I have no way to find out what happened, I fled the apartment to a safer area. I think of my own little boy (when he was little) and cry thinking, what if he had been taken from me (Children’s Services was called on us often, frequently by me myself.)
This couple was too young. But there is something about a mother and son that should remain inviolate. I was violated in my relationship with my son and I am afraid I did the same to them. I don’t know how to pray for them. I posted here about it at the time that it was going on.
Can you lift up this young family, whatever may have happened, and pray for me as I may have had bad intentions, I was so scared at that time and I was afraid they were going to call the county on me for MH. It’s been almost a year now.
This couple was too young. But there is something about a mother and son that should remain inviolate. I was violated in my relationship with my son and I am afraid I did the same to them. I don’t know how to pray for them. I posted here about it at the time that it was going on.
Can you lift up this young family, whatever may have happened, and pray for me as I may have had bad intentions, I was so scared at that time and I was afraid they were going to call the county on me for MH. It’s been almost a year now.
