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Since my youth, there was a certain blessing that I desperately wanted from God. At first, I thought that I was bound to be blessed in that regard, but once I reached a certain age, I realized that my chances were close to zero and began praying every day for 9 months straight. I tried everything; Rosaries, Novenas, praying with Priests, and even rummaging around the online community for any prayers that may give me an edge.
These prayers seemed to have no effect on my situation until I finally started praying one that was intended to be prayed for 3 consecutive days. During one of the nights praying, I had a dream wherein I heard “This prayer will not be granted without love”.
My question would be, was this God finally answering my innumerable pleads to Him, or was this just my subconscious at work? Love being required for a relationship with God is a given for even the simplest of Christians, yet, the timing of it catches my attention.
And if this is truly divine, what can I do to “cultivate” the love I lack?
These prayers seemed to have no effect on my situation until I finally started praying one that was intended to be prayed for 3 consecutive days. During one of the nights praying, I had a dream wherein I heard “This prayer will not be granted without love”.
My question would be, was this God finally answering my innumerable pleads to Him, or was this just my subconscious at work? Love being required for a relationship with God is a given for even the simplest of Christians, yet, the timing of it catches my attention.
And if this is truly divine, what can I do to “cultivate” the love I lack?