Are you able to go to Mass regularly ? Perhaps you can join a group at Church or volunteer for something ? If you ask at the office of your Parish, there should be someone able to assist you transportation wise if needed. Reaching out when you are vulnerable feels risky, but God will guide you to friends and purpose. 3 years ago I was looking online at my Parish website to see what activities were scheduled, then visited a group that ended up transforming my life. God guides our steps. HE will help you if you ask him, and can be brave enough to trust.