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I don’t have that experience. I also don’t feel that I have to choose. If my own understanding is not consistent with divine revelation, I just assume I don’t understand it yet.
- is with a range of options, from which I must choose. I think that is a fate worse than death for many Catholics, as is apparent from postings on the Forum. There is almost an obsession about being correct, being absolutely correct, and being seen to be, in complete union, absolutely correct.
I am sure that God will meet you where you are, Carol, and if your mind needs to change on something, He will lead you into it. You are to be commended for your passionate seeking, efforts to use all the resources you can find, and your persistent research.For the moment, I choose to remain with the idea of Christ’s gradual understanding, regardless of Popes and saints (ineradicable or just stubborn heterodoxy?).
It is no wonder that He cried out, nad that he was suffering, but He was never separated from HIs Father, or His own divinity.It is no wonder he cried ***Eloi, eloi ***- for he had been for an instant separated from God by the sins of mankind which he had willingly taken upon himself. At that point, he suffered as any human would suffer. His divinity did not save him from that exquisite physical torture and unimagineable burden of sin.
He was indeed suffering in Gethsemane, but it was not from spiritual doubt. His divine will was never in conflict with his human will, or vice versa.In this sense his suffering and death become the supreme sacrifice of one who could, like you and me, suffer spiritual doubt (as in Gethsemane), separation from God the Father (on the cross and therefore descent into hell or its parallel), and physical pain (as at Golgotha).
You HAVE to choose. You are an intelligent person and God gave you a mind so you could use it. Right now, your mind is not entirely consistent with the teaching of the Church. However, be encouraged, because you are WAY AHEAD of most “Catholics” who have never even begun the exploration of their own faith, much less put this much work into learning it.,But according to Catholic doctrine/dogma, I am not allowed to make a choice, am I? When confronted by conflicting views/evidence/dictats, what does one do? Go to the buffet counter like a Protestant?
Blessings