2018-08-17 07:38:25
An evil spirit spoke to me, by Rutherford Eddy
Ever since that day (11-8-2018) I started browsing atheism websites
and watched atheism videos as I was trying to rationalize why prayer
does not work. The rational explanation according to those atheists is
that there is no God. Then I venture further into other evidences
which can disprove His existence. That was unnecessary but the more I
dwell into atheism the more curious I became until I wanted to erase
God from my mind.
I stopped listening to Litany of
Saints or other religious music. I stopped all my daily prayers as I
think they are useless. In fact, I avoided everything that reminds me
of God.
This morning as I finished my breakfast and
was walking to the kitchen to clean my plates, a voice (I think it’s
an evil spirit) said to me in my heart: “There is no God. You are
all alone! There is no God. You are all alone! There is no God. You
are all alone!” It repeated many times but I just ignored
it.