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In the first place, I am Catholic because only the Church has provided satisfactory answers to deep questions regarding conscience, right and wrong, sin and redemption, and so on.
However, I do not and cannot accept what appears to be a Catholic worldview, or ethos. In many cases it appears to me to be either way too simplistic, just plain wrong, or pathetic, and its proponents to be childishly petulant in the face of intelligent opposition. (This is why Modernism is still around. Its questions are never answered intelligently, but only usually with a wave of the hand with arguments to authority.) I’ll give a few examples (there are plenty more). But I, for one, refuse to turn off my brain and will always say the argument to evidence trumps the argument to authority.
I reject the God of St. Augustine. We now know that somewhere between 1/4 and 1/2 of all conceptions end in spontaneous abortion. According to the “Doctor of Grace”, these are now in the fires of hell. For all I know, this may be one of my own children. Any God who could do such a thing is an enemy of mine and unworthy of my love and worship but only of my contempt. Expecting me to love Him while He hates my children? Not a chance. Moreover, I do not have respect for any theologian, as a theologian, who takes such a position. The Church can laud St. Augustine with as many praises as it chooses. I don’t care. His God is pathetic.
I reject the God of St. Thomas. To be sure, the fate of unborn infants is much more palatable. However, it is still true here that the saved are chosen a priori, to which God wills to give the efficacious graces which infallibly ensure their salvation, graces efficacious in themselves. The salvation doctrine of St. Thomas in fact only differs from Calvinism by an intellectual parlor trick. God doesn’t positively will the damnation of the condemned, but only allows it. Yes, but He could have willed to do something about it, and failed to do so; moreover, His action was absolutely necessary to bring about their salvation. And, no one would have anything better than another did not God love Him more; it follows then that God hates the damned, and prior to their actual damnation, and prior to their sins.
Now I can just hear the chorus of mock indignation and condemnation: “How dare you criticize Sts. Augustine and Thomas, Doctors of the Church, far more holier and learned than you; and how dare you measure and judge God according to your feeble human conceptions?” Yes, I do dare. It was the young little girl in Hans Christian Anderson’s tale “The Emperor’s New Clothes” who was right, and not the “experts”. The “experts” here have woven a theological tale out of imaginary cloth. If Sts. Thomas and Augustine are right, then God is powerful, yes; but not love. He clearly does not love every human. Love is the willing of another’s good; which He clearly does not do in the vast majority of cases (also according to traditional doctrine, in which the vast majority of humans are damned). So, if I am to love my fellow human, but I can see that God hates him and leaves him to a horrible fate, I cannot but hate this God and hold Him in contempt. I cannot prove, rigorously speaking, St. Thomas or Augustine to be wrong; but I can say this, if they are correct, the claim that God has this great love for humanity or for every human in particular is simply a grand lie. Clearly (to me anyway) God must have willed to limit His omnipotence.
Of course St. Thomas’ doctrine on predestination is largely predicated on his philosophical system, which I reject as well. Scholasticism has simply taken a pounding from modern science in recent centuries. Very few with any physics literacy really maintain the doctrine of the “First Mover” really can be held. It was a head-scratching moment to read Fr. Reginald Garrigou-Lagrange (who would have to be classified as the most prominent Thomist of the last century) attempt to uphold this doctrine with the analogy that object A attracts object B; object B attracts object C, and so on; but this cannot go on to infinity, there must be some unmoved center of attraction. ??? Fr. Garrigou-Lagrange was obviously an extremely intelligent man; but here he fails Physics 101. Much less is it a trivial matter to incorporate things like evolution into scholasticism (or even things like germ theory of disease or “brain” theory of mental illness, to give a similar name to modern neurology).
Then some dig in their heels (some on this very forum) and decide to fight science. For instance, there is, they claim, no real evidence for evolution. Sorry, but that is simply a bold-faced lie. And there is nothing more dismaying, to me, than to attempt to use lies in defense of “truth”. Many in the Church throughout recent centuries have done similarly. Yet in every conflict (e.g. heliocentrism, old earth, global flood, comets as signs of Divine wrath, etc.) the Church (or at least, certain elements within her) has lost and been forced into sullen retreat. Yet they comfort themselves with the thought that this is “atheist” science performed by prideful, atheist scientists who will be “humbled” when God sees fit. Well, scientists will be humbled for whatever pride they may have; but not for seeking scientific truth and finding it. This is just ungracious hubris on the part of “traditional” apologists.
However, I do not and cannot accept what appears to be a Catholic worldview, or ethos. In many cases it appears to me to be either way too simplistic, just plain wrong, or pathetic, and its proponents to be childishly petulant in the face of intelligent opposition. (This is why Modernism is still around. Its questions are never answered intelligently, but only usually with a wave of the hand with arguments to authority.) I’ll give a few examples (there are plenty more). But I, for one, refuse to turn off my brain and will always say the argument to evidence trumps the argument to authority.
I reject the God of St. Augustine. We now know that somewhere between 1/4 and 1/2 of all conceptions end in spontaneous abortion. According to the “Doctor of Grace”, these are now in the fires of hell. For all I know, this may be one of my own children. Any God who could do such a thing is an enemy of mine and unworthy of my love and worship but only of my contempt. Expecting me to love Him while He hates my children? Not a chance. Moreover, I do not have respect for any theologian, as a theologian, who takes such a position. The Church can laud St. Augustine with as many praises as it chooses. I don’t care. His God is pathetic.
I reject the God of St. Thomas. To be sure, the fate of unborn infants is much more palatable. However, it is still true here that the saved are chosen a priori, to which God wills to give the efficacious graces which infallibly ensure their salvation, graces efficacious in themselves. The salvation doctrine of St. Thomas in fact only differs from Calvinism by an intellectual parlor trick. God doesn’t positively will the damnation of the condemned, but only allows it. Yes, but He could have willed to do something about it, and failed to do so; moreover, His action was absolutely necessary to bring about their salvation. And, no one would have anything better than another did not God love Him more; it follows then that God hates the damned, and prior to their actual damnation, and prior to their sins.
Now I can just hear the chorus of mock indignation and condemnation: “How dare you criticize Sts. Augustine and Thomas, Doctors of the Church, far more holier and learned than you; and how dare you measure and judge God according to your feeble human conceptions?” Yes, I do dare. It was the young little girl in Hans Christian Anderson’s tale “The Emperor’s New Clothes” who was right, and not the “experts”. The “experts” here have woven a theological tale out of imaginary cloth. If Sts. Thomas and Augustine are right, then God is powerful, yes; but not love. He clearly does not love every human. Love is the willing of another’s good; which He clearly does not do in the vast majority of cases (also according to traditional doctrine, in which the vast majority of humans are damned). So, if I am to love my fellow human, but I can see that God hates him and leaves him to a horrible fate, I cannot but hate this God and hold Him in contempt. I cannot prove, rigorously speaking, St. Thomas or Augustine to be wrong; but I can say this, if they are correct, the claim that God has this great love for humanity or for every human in particular is simply a grand lie. Clearly (to me anyway) God must have willed to limit His omnipotence.
Of course St. Thomas’ doctrine on predestination is largely predicated on his philosophical system, which I reject as well. Scholasticism has simply taken a pounding from modern science in recent centuries. Very few with any physics literacy really maintain the doctrine of the “First Mover” really can be held. It was a head-scratching moment to read Fr. Reginald Garrigou-Lagrange (who would have to be classified as the most prominent Thomist of the last century) attempt to uphold this doctrine with the analogy that object A attracts object B; object B attracts object C, and so on; but this cannot go on to infinity, there must be some unmoved center of attraction. ??? Fr. Garrigou-Lagrange was obviously an extremely intelligent man; but here he fails Physics 101. Much less is it a trivial matter to incorporate things like evolution into scholasticism (or even things like germ theory of disease or “brain” theory of mental illness, to give a similar name to modern neurology).
Then some dig in their heels (some on this very forum) and decide to fight science. For instance, there is, they claim, no real evidence for evolution. Sorry, but that is simply a bold-faced lie. And there is nothing more dismaying, to me, than to attempt to use lies in defense of “truth”. Many in the Church throughout recent centuries have done similarly. Yet in every conflict (e.g. heliocentrism, old earth, global flood, comets as signs of Divine wrath, etc.) the Church (or at least, certain elements within her) has lost and been forced into sullen retreat. Yet they comfort themselves with the thought that this is “atheist” science performed by prideful, atheist scientists who will be “humbled” when God sees fit. Well, scientists will be humbled for whatever pride they may have; but not for seeking scientific truth and finding it. This is just ungracious hubris on the part of “traditional” apologists.