Dear Reader:
Part of the reason I asked the two questions that I asked, and ran a poll was to help myself make a more informed decision about where to attend mass: the disobedience of Marcel Lefebvre, as admitted by him in a protocol between himself and, then, Cardinal Ratzinger–seemed pivotal to my decision to attend mass, as I have done the past three wks., at an SSPX chapel.
This morning, Mon., I went to mass in the parish that I have attended across the past four to five yrs. Last night, my mom and I discussed: where to attend mass. I went to the chapel, SSPX, yesterday. My experiences were bad.
The threads and posts given by others have been a big help to me that I have read. One of them has been standing out in my mind, about how to deal with the attitude Traditionalists have amongst themselves.
I ended up looking at the situation as a bit analogous to my military experience between 1989-1992: I was Aiborne; I jumped out of planes for a living, in addition to a variety of other tasks that were most essentially classifed as military intelligence missions. The SSPX chapel I attended really is like Special Forces: elitists, basically, not everyone is particularly welcome there, but has to conform to some outward standard of literacy, of dress, and of attitude; additionally, you really have to learn Latin to follow the mass, and what a commitment!
I am not a Traditionalist, but more liberal than I have cared to admit. I have had terrifying, horrific experiences in life–they are experiences not able to be categorized as caused by any particular ideological “movement” for lack of a better word, but exist across a variety of demographic spectrums and hence, ideological spectrums.
No matter to what extent the veracity of Ecclesia Dei either has been, or is verified–I have come around to the following recognition of Ecclesia Dei’s purpose: it is a purpose very similar to Pope Pius XII’s reasoning for a new Bible, and Pope Paul VI’s reasoning for a new Catechism to bring people the faith, in a contemporary vein that the beauty of the faith, might be more clearly conveyed to whomever should become exposed to our faith–there is so much about SSPX that obfuscates the reality of today’s world, without addressing the real life issues Catholics, and would-be Catholics have to accept as problematic to their faith; yet, invigorating life as well for opposing sides ecumenically and evangelically is what I found.
This might further our discussion about disobedience to the extent that the dispute of SSPX being either schismatic, or excommunicated should be less of a focus and therefore, make the existence of SSPX a focus–it should be easily reasoned that with the assumption, however much more than an assumption it might actually be should be a point avoided for the sake of this discussion, with the assumption that Pope John Paul II did want to have not four, but one bishop ordained with the intent that the order should continue, only for the sake it might die a slow, and perhaps less painful death that Vatican II would be the guiding light of any, and of every Traditionalist and therefore, the gravity of disobedience to Pope John Paul II bears down on matters, which concern sinners in all their diversity and the means employed either by Traditionalists, or by the other folks to methodically, or programtically acknowledge such sinners: their faith or lack of it, with an approach that will bring people deeper into faith, even if it be only to the superficiality of it, which might be too deep, for too many.
In a nutshell, Vatican II in my experiences is better equipped to handle norms, which vary from one culture to the next culture, globally, which in my opinion is much more consistent with the mission of the Church: to preach Christ crucified, proclaim the Gospels, and baptize all nations as a universal church both in place, and across time–it is made suitable as a method of salvation for all peoples, all over the world, and at all times, which I think that should make becoming a saint all the more accessible to all and therefore, easier.
Most sincerely,
Kristopher