I think in Carmel we can go as far back as Elijah. His zeal for God consumed him. He fought fearlessly in prayer and fasting alone in the cave until the crow brought him bread which is a symbol of the Eucharist. He proclaimed the Truth with assurity and faith and called people to the True God, this is
the **first mercy, the solitude of the internal journey to faith and then powerful conversion. ******
St Teresa of Avila saw many visions and received many lights of prayer, she also suffered terribly and called herself a ‘wretched woman’ because after such light that came to her from God she saw herself as the dust she was, though she is a Saint, she knew herself as a sinner and this is** the second mercy, purgation and illumination.**
St John of the Cross wounded with love abandoned himself to Jesus giving up everything else, this is
the third mercy, love between lovers, the human lover and the Diviner lover.
St Therese suffered a ‘little’ death of faith, she never said a word to her sisters, but to her confessor she trusted all and felt she no longer had a shred of faith and willed faith, this is
the fourth mercy, faith proven in dark striving upheld in unperceptible grace from God.
All the Saints of Carmel have gone through the four stages of mercy and end here at the fifth…The spirit of sacrifice… it is at the centre of Divine Mercy because our Lord said ‘One who is forgiven much loves much’ and then ‘No greater love has man than to lay down his life for his friends’. This is the fifth and final mercy, to suffer for love of God and love of others. To suffer so that it is joy and the soul is perfected in suffering having travelled thus far through all of God’s mercies and the soul strives to do good works for others practically (works of mercy) and spiritually (prayer, work of mercy)
the final mercy is united to Him at Calvary in every breathing moment of the Living Prayer of life and the Saint lays their life down in a prayer of suffering for the souls of others… a little daily martyrdom ending in each personal cross that leads to the Narrow Gate and eternal life in Jesus. Elijah must have thought he would be murdered alone on that mountain with the Baal ‘crowd’ or perhaps starve if it be God’s will in the great famine, St Teresa must have thought how badly she was mocked and suffered for the reform of Carmel and was badly treated for the graces she received in contemplative prayer, St John was imprisoned and his suffering was great and on the list goes of saints and Saints who suffer and unite their cross to Christ knowing the mercies hidden therein for themselves and for others. This fifth mercy of the Cross is the greatest and final mercy of union.
When someone talks about a cross they have to me, after consoling them I always say that there is always a fly in your chardonnay, but thank God for the fly, for protein is the greatest food indeed and our souls are so in need of the fly and God thirsts for the drink from our soul, but He treaures the fly which is our cross and does the greatest works of mercy with that small fly; our cross!
Everything is mercy. I thank God for everything.
Mercy begins with prayer and ends with prayer