I don’t know

I wish I could explain it, but for some reason, I just don’t identify with her in that apparition or something??
I also think that with Lourdes, the water that still flows is evidence of miracle, in Fatima the many witnesses are, but the physical image of Our Lady of Guadalupe gives me doubt as to the authenticity. I’ve read a lot of random sites about it indicating that it has been painted over, etc. Also, I live in Texas, and the celebration seems less about religion here than it does about a celebration of Mexican Culture.
I am not saying that it is not true, just that it is harder for me to accept/believe than some other apparitions.