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Hi Carol:
I know how sensitive you can be to responses on these forums, and I have refrained from posting on this thread for a while now. I am compelled however, to offer some advice here on the subject of reading material.
You have told me that you are currently going through the RCIA journey. This is one of the most important and special times in a persons’ life. I did not come to the Church until I was 48 years old, and I converted from Buddhism. My life was filled with the study of theological material from all aspects of the religious spectrum of experience, for most of my life. While I was in RCIA, I decided to refrain from study on any other faith traditions, and allowed myself to read and study only Catholic Christian doctrine and theology. After all, it was Catholicism I was seeking in RCIA. I already spent a lifetime everywhere else. This was only fair in my estimation. To give Catholic thought my undivided and fully disciplined attention for this brief period of time in my life. To let the Holy Spirit guide me through what He wanted me to see of Catholic thought. I read only the Bible, the Catechism of the Catholic Church, the Summa Theologica (Aquinas), Papal encyclicals and exhortations, the Roman Missal, etc. Even in my meditation, (I was a Buddhist), I reflected on Catholocism and Catholic Dogma, tradition etc. I prayed for understanding of Christ’s Church. I reasoned that all the other material would still be there should I have decided that I was not going to become Catholic. But for that space in time, my body, mind and soul belonged to God, the Saints (Francis and Therese are both very attractive to those converting from Buddhism and Hinduism), and other writers and thinkers of the Roman Catholic Church. I had a particular affinity to Scott Hahn, who is perhaps the writer that the Holy Spirit spoke most strongly through in my journey. His book, “The Lamb’s Supper”, in fact, was the seed planted in my life by God which set up that incredible moment in my life, which I find nearly impossible to describe to someone, where the Holy Spirit whispered in my heart…“follow”… and brought me to an open pew at the marriage feast of the Lamb of God. Praise be to Lord Jesus Christ.
During my ‘fast’ from outside material, something pretty amazing happened. My path to Catholic understanding was made clear and present in ways that were crystal clear. Now, that my fast is over, and I am allowed in my heart to read anything I would like, I find that the depth of material out there on Catholicism alone, is more than enough to keep me reading and thinking for the rest of my temporal existence.
The books you listed are all fine books for someone who is already converted, or still searching a broader field, but while in formation, and in the process of conversion? I’m not so sure.
Every person is different of course, and I don’t presume to know you. I’m not about to stand here and tell you not to do whatever it is you must do. I am simply SUGGESTING, as a person who has just come through all this, that you take a little break from non-Catholic reading material, and perhaps these sometimes argumentative, exhausting, (and, unfortunately at times, even counter productive and frustrating), forums to reflect, pray, read your Bible and Catechism, maybe a little Hahn, Aquinas, Ott, John Paul II, Benedict XVI, and such. Have Catholic discussions with your sponsor and Parish Priest, your RCIA team and mostly with God about what it means to be a Catholic.
After you’ve experienced the incredible transforming sacraments of Baptism, Reconciliation, Confirmation and Eucharist, all the rest will still be there to read and think about, but I promise you, it will be through a new pair of eyes from then on. In fact, you may decide, as I did, that temporal life is too short, even to read the important readings of my own Church, to even want to spend too much more of that time elsewhere. Been there. Done that.
You are deeply intellectual. You may have to give yourself permission to take a break from applying that intellect in the broad sense that you are accustomed. You are, after all, already as far as RCIA. Something already took you that far. Now, perhaps, it’s time to turn it over, (temporarily, at least), to God alone, in order to complete your journey into the heart of the Church. That’s all I’m trying to say.
Take this, (along with all else that I say), as the single grain of sand on a long beach that it truly is. From one small Catholic convert in a sea of many who has gone from Om to Amen. Peace be with you on your amazing journey ahead,
Yours in Christ,
Steven