My little voice tends to have very helpful and timely suggestions. The problem is, I can’t tell the difference between it and my own thoughts. So a lot of times, I reject its suggestions… “Nahhh, I’m good.”
And then a few minutes/hours later, I realize, “Ohhhhh… that’s what you were talking about.” And I kick myself for not having listened to it, because things would have turned out so much better if I had done X when prompted.
Sometimes, though, I’m very glad that the voice insists, and gets through my thick skull.
Once, for example-- I’m driving late at night with my baby, and I’m pregnant with #2, and I’m on a 400-mile road trip down some 2-lane highways.
A few hours into my journey, the little voice says, “Mmmmm! You want a cherry pie!”
And I’m like, “What are you talking about? I don’t need a cherry pie.”
And half an hour later, the little voice says, “Oooo… here’s a McDonald’s in this town… a cherry pie would be soooo good. Why don’t you stop?”
And I’m like, “No, that’s not healthy. And I’m not even hungry. I don’t need to be eating junk food for no reason; I’m going to gain enough pregnancy weight without it, thank you very much.”
And a few towns on, the little voice says, “Cherry pie ~~~!”
And I’m like, “No thanks!”
And a bit later, the little voice says, “STOP HERE FOR CHERRY PIE. NOW.”
And I’m like, “Okay.”
So I pull off the highway, get into the McDonald’s drive-thru, and I haven’t even given my order before there’s a high-speed motorcycle/police chase zipping on down the road. If I had been trucking along and hadn’t pulled off, me and my two children would have been right in the middle of all that.
I could have stopped at any point in the 400 miles I was traveling, and it would have messed up the timing enough that I would never have known the bigger picture. But it just so happened that I was able to get a glimpse-- it wasn’t about the cherry pie; the cherry pie was just an excuse to get me off the road.
And McDonald’s doesn’t even have cherry pie anymore. They had peach pie, which tasted like cardboard, and totally was not worth the junk food splurge.
