Personally, it’s sometimes hard to hold on to the faith when everyone around us is so anti-Catholic. I know Catholicism is true and that is ultimately why anyone should believe, but with so many people who aren’t Catholic sometimes it seems as if we got it all wrong, especially with our intelligentsia being so atheistic. With all of these smart and intelligent people being so anti-Catholic, I’m baffled at how they miss such obvious things like God’s existence, or with how one has to deliberately overlook/dismiss certain historical facts in order to deny that Jesus rose from the dead.
I guess maybe all that does is show that knowledge isn’t the same as wisdom? It’s frustrating.
Any comments?
I have problems holding on to the faith. I look at my life, and my parents both even raised me in the faith, but by the time I was a teenager, I was already having doubts, being a cafeteria Catholic.
Well, I had some of my brothers and sisters who were very strong influences trying to derail me. Sometimes, they succeeded, because I let them.
I’ve gotten off the path, gotten back on, fallen off…on…off…on…off.
So, I finally came to the conclusion, “Hey, you know you are one tough case! You can’t seem to stay on the path!” So, what I’ve done, which seems to have helped me just unbelievably, is go to daily mass. I find when I do things like go to daily mass, pray the rosary daily, I may fall, but my falls aren’t anything close to what they used to be.
I tell myself I am the type who MUST have daily mass. I know myself. I NEED daily mass. I’ve seen how I thought I could get by in this day and time on weekly mass, but no. If I don’t have daily mass, I seem highly vulnerable, easily lose my way.
However, if I discipline myself to pray, daily, without fail, go mass, daily, confession, as needed, it’s much more difficult to do major sins. Further, I avoid negative influences.
I get on the forum, go to a pastoral group, try to surround myself with pure and holy influences. I am careful with what I watch or look at. I used to watch TV and worse. Now, if I were to see a movie, I’d check it out on the Bishop’s Council website, first, not go if it didn’t pass their inspection.
I seek out good movies, and I know they are exceedingly rare, and instead, promote them.
I read scripture.
I dress modestly, wear a crucifix and scapular which are my outward symbols that I would like to be chaste and pure.
I keep up reminders of my faith…a crucifix, picture of the Blessed Virgin Mary, holy water, all reminders so that when I’m bombarded with evil, there will be goodness around me.
As to intelligent people denying God and Jesus, I try to use apologetics, like the 20 arguments for the existence of God on them. May work, may not, but I put it out there for what it’s worth.
peterkreeft.com/topics-more/20_arguments-gods-existence.htm
Of course, there is always St. Thomas Aquinas…
newadvent.org/summa/1002.htm
I try not to let their disbelief and all the rest rub off on me.