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renewedfaith196
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I remember the first time that I ever doubted God’s existence. I was a new Christian, sitting in church, listening to a sermon. I was totally into the sermon as I had just recently become Born Again. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a chilling thought hit me, “Does God really exist?” I felt like I had been shot with a rifle. This simple thought put in motion years of doubt and unbelief. It seemed like I was lost. Then, one day, I realized that doubting is totally normal.
When I was young, I did not have the emotional maturity to realize that God did not hate me for doubting. Paul Tillich put it best, "“Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith.”
Being a follower of Christ has never been easy for me. I have always wanted to have faith, but was always saddled with unbelief and doubts. I worried that it might end me up in hell. I came across a quote by Paul Tillich that hit me dead on, "Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith.” I wrote a book (free download at Smashwords.com) called: “iDoubt: When Faith Falters.” In the book, I frankly discuss many issues plaguing Christians. In the end, you can make it to heaven even if your life has doubt in it.
I have spent the last 30 years trying to rid myself of doubt. I finally came to the conclusion that God loves me and that I will go to heaven, even if I have doubts.
When I was young, I did not have the emotional maturity to realize that God did not hate me for doubting. Paul Tillich put it best, "“Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith.”
Being a follower of Christ has never been easy for me. I have always wanted to have faith, but was always saddled with unbelief and doubts. I worried that it might end me up in hell. I came across a quote by Paul Tillich that hit me dead on, "Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith.” I wrote a book (free download at Smashwords.com) called: “iDoubt: When Faith Falters.” In the book, I frankly discuss many issues plaguing Christians. In the end, you can make it to heaven even if your life has doubt in it.
I have spent the last 30 years trying to rid myself of doubt. I finally came to the conclusion that God loves me and that I will go to heaven, even if I have doubts.