Done with happines

[stuk_ina_moment]

Hey guys,

 Well this weekend I was able to get some stuff of my chest with my former gf. I answered some questions and filled in some blanks. I felt lower than low during the whole process, since she was traveling and she perfered we txt. I do feel good about finally opening up to those things. I still feel bad because I think she's still hurt by everything even thou she said shes already over it and forgave me. 
 Guys I'm done with this, I'm done with my pursuite of happines. This girl was the one, I honestly feel that way. She's the kind of girl that you bring home to mama and marry. She's the one that helped me make the best out of all the worst I would encounter. I still can't forgive myself for losing her. For betraying her the way I did. I don't think a sinner like me deserves to be blessed with someone like her again. Sinners like me deserve to be alone. I don't ever want to hurt anybody else the way I hurt her. I haven't given up on praying or my faith in god. 
  Sorry guys, I'm just done looking for my better half. I now seem to notice so many happy older couples and I can't help but feel jealousy towards what they share. The thought of her being with somebody else tears me up, but someday I belive ill get over it. Like I've said before, learn from my biggest mistake guys, don't ever entertaine infidelity thoughts. I finally learned how to over come that and other mistakes when I came back to my faith. It was just too late when I did. I still long for her so much. I usto pray to god to bring her back, but I think its time I just pray for unconditional happines to come her way.

Jorge

 

[WesleyF]

This is very hard to take. But God uses such difficult situations to make us stronger. So keep your hope alive in the Lord.

 

[karow]

Hey guys,

 Well this weekend I was able to get some stuff of my chest with my former gf. I answered some questions and filled in some blanks. I felt lower than low during the whole process, since she was traveling and she perfered we txt. I do feel good about finally opening up to those things. I still feel bad because I think she's still hurt by everything even thou she said shes already over it and forgave me. 
 Guys I'm done with this, I'm done with my pursuite of happines. This girl was the one, I honestly feel that way. She's the kind of girl that you bring home to mama and marry. She's the one that helped me make the best out of all the worst I would encounter. I still can't forgive myself for losing her. For betraying her the way I did. I don't think a sinner like me deserves to be blessed with someone like her again. Sinners like me deserve to be alone. I haven't given up on praying or my faith in god. 
  Sorry guys, I'm just done looking for my better half. I now seem to notice so many happy older couples and I can't help but feel jealousy towards what they share. The thought of her being with somebody else tears me up, but someday I belive ill get over it.

Like I’ve said before, learn from my biggest mistake guys, don’t ever entertaine infidelity thoughts. I finally learned how to over come that and other mistakes when I came back to my faith. It was just too late when I did. I still long for her so much. I usto pray to god to bring her back, but I think its time I just pray for unconditional happines to come her way.

Jorge

I’m praying that you will be able to heal yourself after all you’ve been through.

A suggestion: don’t think about romance, falling in love, girlfriends, your soul mate, other couples, your ex, or anything else about l-o-v-e for 30 days. And by not thinking about love, I mean the positive and the negative aspects of love. Instead, hang out with friends, go see action movies, exercise until you’re exhausted, and/or immerse yourself into a video game or two.

After a month of complete non-brooding, you’ll have a different perspective on all of this.

 

[Trishie]

She said she’s forgiven you and is already over it. Don’t cut off your nose to spite your face. And there isn’t much ‘unconditional love’ out there. Someone else may break her heart. Don’t you wish to protect it now that you know better? Be there for her as she still wants and forgives you

Most people are ordinary human beings who make mistakes and try to grow past them. Don’t throw away love and a good person because you failed. St Peter, after spending so long with Jesus, abandoned Him at the worst possible time, lied about knowing Him, didn’t stand by Him in His last terrible hours. He accepted the Lord’s forgiveness and gave the rest of his life to pleasing the Lord.

Be inspired by that repentant sinner who became a saint. Think about what Peter did. It was atrocious, but he had the honest humility to choose to get past the wrong he did to the best Man he would ever know. In fact, he became our first Pope.