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Elena321
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Baptised but haven’t received communion and an not a Regular Churchgoer.
I don’t know if I want to be Catholic Or if I even want to consider spiritual things altogether.
Two main things are my problem.
1.I don’t love Jesus,or know if his story is true,and even more importantly I don’t feel myself as a sinner or have no feelings of sorry or contrition etc.I only pray be a use of the hope of being helped from an illness that’s not fixable.
Obviously things like murder,intentionally hurt,etc I would never do,basically what is accepted by society as wrong,but all the things seen by the Catholic Church as sins I can’t feel sorry for or even necessarily agree intellectually.
2.I can’t follow a God who puts sinners in a literal burning physical fire.
Everything in me and society says it is wrong to burn people or your children and I can’t bring myself to say/think it’s wrong for humans to do this but ok for God because he’s perfect.
I remember as a child being traumatised by sermons on hell or when disobedient my father pointing (down towards the ground) saying I should be careful or God would put me in burning hell etc.He was just saying what was taught to him but it’s made me avoid Church.
Other things too i can’t understand such as receiving indulgences to remove the punishment of sin even though the “guilt” of it has been removed etc.I thought that was what Jesus death was meant to be about?
Honestly,I feel more troubled then joy regarding Christianity.
Thanks
I don’t know if I want to be Catholic Or if I even want to consider spiritual things altogether.
Two main things are my problem.
1.I don’t love Jesus,or know if his story is true,and even more importantly I don’t feel myself as a sinner or have no feelings of sorry or contrition etc.I only pray be a use of the hope of being helped from an illness that’s not fixable.
Obviously things like murder,intentionally hurt,etc I would never do,basically what is accepted by society as wrong,but all the things seen by the Catholic Church as sins I can’t feel sorry for or even necessarily agree intellectually.
2.I can’t follow a God who puts sinners in a literal burning physical fire.
Everything in me and society says it is wrong to burn people or your children and I can’t bring myself to say/think it’s wrong for humans to do this but ok for God because he’s perfect.
I remember as a child being traumatised by sermons on hell or when disobedient my father pointing (down towards the ground) saying I should be careful or God would put me in burning hell etc.He was just saying what was taught to him but it’s made me avoid Church.
Other things too i can’t understand such as receiving indulgences to remove the punishment of sin even though the “guilt” of it has been removed etc.I thought that was what Jesus death was meant to be about?
Honestly,I feel more troubled then joy regarding Christianity.
Thanks