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Whenever this happens to me, it’s like the rug is thrown out from under me. Today I talked to two jewish converts from protestant christianity, and I feel like I’m struggling again with whether Judaism is true or Christianity. Whenever this happens my conscience doesn’t help, and I can’t discern the Holy Spirit, so my mystical connection with God seems to be darkened and Judaism seems plausible. If anything, I feel more guilty for sticking to my belief in Christianity, because it feels like a prejudice against truth rather than a conviction of truth. It’s pure confusion and when it happens, I’m not even sure how to pray.
What has kept me going through times like this are the miracles happening in the middle east, in particular to the Muslims who see visions of Christ and become Christians. The fruitfulness of Christ in the world always seems to be more indicative of the Living God than Judaism, but during times like this it feels like I have a confirmation bias, because I have every reason to want to stay a Christian and every reason not to want to be a Jewish Convert. I wanted to ask for your prayers, that I would love the truth more than myself, and that God would grant me clarity.
What has kept me going through times like this are the miracles happening in the middle east, in particular to the Muslims who see visions of Christ and become Christians. The fruitfulness of Christ in the world always seems to be more indicative of the Living God than Judaism, but during times like this it feels like I have a confirmation bias, because I have every reason to want to stay a Christian and every reason not to want to be a Jewish Convert. I wanted to ask for your prayers, that I would love the truth more than myself, and that God would grant me clarity.

