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emdan27
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Hi all i would like to share a dream i had about jesus that changed my life,
well a about a year ago i was really depressed because i had done alot of stupid things and had made quite a few enemies, (im only 21 by the way) and there was a few people after me basically wanting to kill me.
anyhow i put up with my depression and how sad i was for a good 6 months and then i did another stupid thing, and that was it, i felt like i had absolutely ruined my world everything was falling apart inside me and i was thinking about suicide not that i think i would ever do it but thats how depressed i really was. so i tried to fix it and apologize to the people i had hurt but they didnt want anything to do with me and just swore at me on the fone and said i was gonna die, by now i felt totally humilliated, embarrassed and thought of my self as absolute scum i hated myself so much. (Fyi the things i did and said were never really that bad one of my friends i told just laughed at it and said it was funny, but its not so funny when people wanna kill you)
anyway i started praying to god for help because i was really sufferring, i did this for a while but it didnt seem to be helping i was still so miserable, so i started going to my local catholic church with my fiance (who was 6 months pregnant) and after a couple of weeks i had a dream and it was a very long dream but i can only remember one little bit of it, i was standing next to an old barn talking to a man saying “how on earth did you turn that water into wine” i was absolutely amazed that he had turned water into wine and it felt like i was talking to someone i had known my whole life like he was my best friend and i felt like absolute bliss like i was feeling total peace it was beutifull.
that morning i woke up and realized that the man in my dream was jesus, and i told my fionce straight away and she really liked it, so we went to church on the next sunday and during the mass the priest said “we all have to look into our dreams because sometimes they have meanings and messages for us” and with this i froze in my seat and i knew what he had said was meant for me and after mass i went up to the priest and told him what had happened and he was fascinated and from then on we would catch up on a tuesday night and explore my dream.
this dream has changed me and my life so much i am so happy and i feel so blessed and ive put all my trust and faith in jesus and whenever i worry or have anxiety i think about my dream and think about jesus and i am now so happy. and just last week my fionce gave birth to our beutifull baby boy. i am over the moon, just thought i would share my story coz someone might think its interesting
well a about a year ago i was really depressed because i had done alot of stupid things and had made quite a few enemies, (im only 21 by the way) and there was a few people after me basically wanting to kill me.
anyhow i put up with my depression and how sad i was for a good 6 months and then i did another stupid thing, and that was it, i felt like i had absolutely ruined my world everything was falling apart inside me and i was thinking about suicide not that i think i would ever do it but thats how depressed i really was. so i tried to fix it and apologize to the people i had hurt but they didnt want anything to do with me and just swore at me on the fone and said i was gonna die, by now i felt totally humilliated, embarrassed and thought of my self as absolute scum i hated myself so much. (Fyi the things i did and said were never really that bad one of my friends i told just laughed at it and said it was funny, but its not so funny when people wanna kill you)
anyway i started praying to god for help because i was really sufferring, i did this for a while but it didnt seem to be helping i was still so miserable, so i started going to my local catholic church with my fiance (who was 6 months pregnant) and after a couple of weeks i had a dream and it was a very long dream but i can only remember one little bit of it, i was standing next to an old barn talking to a man saying “how on earth did you turn that water into wine” i was absolutely amazed that he had turned water into wine and it felt like i was talking to someone i had known my whole life like he was my best friend and i felt like absolute bliss like i was feeling total peace it was beutifull.
that morning i woke up and realized that the man in my dream was jesus, and i told my fionce straight away and she really liked it, so we went to church on the next sunday and during the mass the priest said “we all have to look into our dreams because sometimes they have meanings and messages for us” and with this i froze in my seat and i knew what he had said was meant for me and after mass i went up to the priest and told him what had happened and he was fascinated and from then on we would catch up on a tuesday night and explore my dream.
this dream has changed me and my life so much i am so happy and i feel so blessed and ive put all my trust and faith in jesus and whenever i worry or have anxiety i think about my dream and think about jesus and i am now so happy. and just last week my fionce gave birth to our beutifull baby boy. i am over the moon, just thought i would share my story coz someone might think its interesting
