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SempirVeritas
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I shall endeavour to be blunt as possible, and i dont want to necessarily lead anyone into realms that ought not be investigated… to suffice it as back ground, I have been “apostate” by any christian standards for a while, suffice it to say because of many inconsistencies, logical and scriptual that I perceive between the NT and the OT
anyway way all this is meant to be a back ground only
my parents are devoutly happy in their childlike , protestant faith…raised all kiddos (me included in protestantism (I mean no disrespect, but I can not talk “meat” with them, they have been beilevers for many many years 30+)
I have dreams on and off, most dreams seem to be logically connected witht he previous days activites. even “scary” ones are frequently and easily connected with seeing a movie trailer or something the night before. there are three dreams Ive had within a year or so that to me defy all attempts to make logical connections to my regular life.an example of a dream I easily connect with life… I recently dreamed I lived next door to a mental hosptial that was run by a evil doctor… logical conclusion- I saw the movie trailer for “Shutter Island” the day before in which dicapro well escape form a mental hosptial ran by an evil doctor… case closed.
here is one that seems there is just more too than a reg. dream, this is a long one, please follow along, grammar is bad, as I want to relay only what I actually remember.you will see why I gave the back ground.
Ive never, ever been so scared in my life of anything… I dont even fear my own death despite my current religous standings as much as this dream scared me…me my family are going to a neighbors house, exact reasons unkown but it was for his help (neighbor is a white man, long hair)
theres a room, like a den, with one of those huge sofas that goes around corners, so its a 3 sided sofa… we are watching the TV on the fourth wall- its a projector kind vs a flat panel or what not…not sure what we are watching… we are eating a fawntoon (bread with some sort of sauce or cream or soup in the middle), neighbor enters and we have finished the food, and make some sort of silly, appropiate, light hearted joke about “if you ahd been here sooner” seen immediately changes to my house.next scene is in same house, location in neighbors house is not known/important… hazzy details… neighbor starts practicing some majick ritual or something… wearing all black with hood, puts on a wolfes mask…(thelintinmypocket.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/big_bad_wolf_1003.jpg ) is the clearest picture of the mask, only its not “funny” but looks real, in a “slightly snarling” position… (neighbor is wearing mask, doing ritual)…scene changes back at house, everyone else is transported back to house, in the bedroom side of the house…I for some reason dont appear to take it seriously, and observe him doa few what i call parlor tricks and ask him to teach me how to do the parlor tricks minus the demon stuff…next scene, same location he continues with his ritual and suddenly my parents and brother are dead as a result of the ritual/paranormal activity… there are multiple hostiles in the house… neigbor is transfigured into a pale greenish looking ghoul type figure with frazzled hair (sort of like this easy-hairstyles.com/images/meg-curly-hair.jpg) cept its on a guy, less hair, clearly not done intentionally…then they(demons i guess) start to come after me… (neighborhood ghoul wants to, starts to but is sort of self restrained. <last vestiges of humanity.) I start chanting some sort of Jewish sounding exorcist thing “In the name of YHWH” depart… for some reason it doesnt work really, it makes them pause for a second… then i try something a little more exorcist sounding “En Nomine de patri et fillius, et spirctus sancti” and it basically abolishes the demons for the time being…(they are gone, but not sure how long)… so I race to my room, grab my sword, grab my spear head… (like this trueswords.com/images/prod/c/TS-70RTAFS_540.jpg) except spear head only, and spear head is iron, about 2 feet long and some sort of wooden broom handle… as im running to my parents car (blue honda van) hte ghoul asks me “why did you spare me” and I said some sort of pious thing “because you are still a child of God, and there is still hope for you” then to the car and drive off into the distance…
whats odd to me is this…
my sheets were soaked…(in sweat)
ive never had something so “scary”?? I always wake up and think of some wise crack “ha” and go right back to sleep. couldnt sleep for an hour.
not that this is necesarily related to dream, but I woke up, heat pounding, scared out of my mind even though i was then awke… went to the restroom, went back to bed and opened my Bible “flip and dip” method- where you randomely open it and start reading from the first word you see… read 2 Samuel 19:22- 23:7
the “christian” chant worked better, but for some reason I dont get the feeling that Im supposed to find my way back into “normitive catholic/protestant/messianic” christianity which, to me 2 samuel 22-23 seem to prove to me that I shouldnt… and yet for some reason I sort od do “feel” that im supposed to become a roman catholic. yet I cant seem to justify it with scripture… unless of course Sola scripture is a false veiw but still cant justify Catholic traditon as opposed to ebionites and or Judiac tradition…
way back when i lost the NT portion of my faith, I was the one praying “spare my life long enough to find the truth” in this dream its clearly me doing the sparing. I see no connection between me and the neighbor, except he is my neighbor…
perhaps God will allow one of you to be a Joseph x2 for me. or perhaps I just need to share and there is nothing to these dreams…