Dull and apathetic

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For those who know me I have had strong faith in God my whole life. As of late my faith has wavered. My best friend got cancer and ended up in the hospital and then all the church scandals came about. I didnt know they were all over the world. Also, viewing the vatican it seems so male dominated that its just not balanced. So, needless to say, my faith has been wavering lately. I dont want to be one of those people who lost their faith at the end of their life. Please pray that I dont. But ive had no interest in going to adoration, or to church. I can barely pray. I used to sense His presence all the time but now I sense nothing. Pray I find my way back to Him. Thank you.
 
I don’t know why, but the song Turn, Turn, Turn by the Byrds immediately came to my mind. Maybe you should give it a listen. In case you don’t know, the lyrics come from the Book of Ecclesiastes. I think it could be some comfort.
 
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The problem is, you ought not to be going about to try to ‘feel’ God’s presence when praying. It is dangerous to seek consolations in prayer. Demons can use that against us. In fact, you might start off with some consolations in prayer, but as you advance in holiness, God will take those away (dark night of the senses).
 
Hahaha sometimes the melody of that song will just pop up in my head randomly.
 
Did someone say Random? Here I am.

@elohimrules, if Church scandals and Vatican demographics are getting you down, perhaps you should just go back to basics. Love God. Love one another. Let Jesus take care of the rest.

Do you like to read? Maybe read a good book. I am reading The Fulfillment of All Desire, by Ralph Martin. It has a bit about the faith journeys of saints, including their dry spells and how they dealt with it.

I will pray for you, that you may remain steadfast in faith, hope, and love.
 
Yes, these are the end times and we NEED the
assembling of ourselves together, as much as
possible, b/c, as the Liturgy says: “Look not on
our sins, BUT ON THE FAITH OF YOUR CHURCH”
When we are in FELLOWSHIP w/ the Body, the
Blood of Jesus will wash away all venial sins!
Heb. 10:22ff; 1 Jn. 1:7
 
Hello. I usually feel very numb when bad things happen. I’m sorry you feel this way, I’ve felt a lot like this too. I’ve been back-sliding some too. Maybe a retreat would help the both of us?

Also, who do you think wants us to lose faith in God? (hint → he’s not on our side…)

Can you go to Adoration and to Church anyway, even if you don’t feel like it? Confession might help you feel better too. It is the sacrament of healing.

Placing you in the enclosed garden of the most sacred heart of our Blessed Virgin Mary.

Please keep us posted on how you’re doing, and pray for me.
 
Just a point here: the magnitude of the so-called scandals is really minor for a truly universal Church. Now if we were living in the 16th century and learned that the warrior Pope was out leading the troops in battle, that would be disturbing. Perspective.
 
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For those who know me I have had strong faith in God my whole life. As of late my faith has wavered. My best friend got cancer and ended up in the hospital and then all the church scandals came about. I didnt know they were all over the world. Also, viewing the vatican it seems so male dominated that its just not balanced. So, needless to say, my faith has been wavering lately. I dont want to be one of those people who lost their faith at the end of their life. Please pray that I dont. But ive had no interest in going to adoration, or to church. I can barely pray. I used to sense His presence all the time but now I sense nothing. Pray I find my way back to Him. Thank you.
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You’ve been on my mind, and I’m glad to see you posting! XOXO ❤️ 🙂

I’m sorry that you’re experiencing a rough patch, though. 😦

I went through a dry period many years ago, where I was just “blah” about our Catholic faith. I didn’t “feel anything,” either. Nothing.

I had no desire to pray, or do anything at the time.

It was like I just felt empty or dead inside, or however you wanted to describe it at that time.

It was like I had “lost my relationship with God,” or like He was far from me, or I was far from Him–however you wanted to describe it.

I just remember that it felt horrible to me.

However, I held on, and I just kept going to Mass, and Adoration, and I just kept on praying, too.

Eventually it all passed, but I remember it lasting for quite some time, as in months.

I would just recommend hanging on and to keep on praying and going to Mass and Adoration, despite how you’re feeling.

I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️

May God bless you during this difficult time for you.
 
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Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.
 
Thank you everyone your thoughts and prayers are encouraging.
 
Include me in your prayer support group. Time heals (as well as God).
 
I think what you describe is normal. We tend to go through cycles. Consider this some 'down time", spiritually speaking. Maybe it is a necessary part of recharging our batteries. Maybe find some inspirational things to read each day for five to ten minutes and then do some reflection. Meditation helps some people.

It never feels good to feel “dull”. Know that you are never “dull”. You have purpose and meaning. You are just going through a rough patch. It will pass, but don’t feel like you need to force it. In due time.
 
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thank you all for your prayers, God certainly hears them. Not only am I going back to church again and having my faith renewed. I feel a call for a vocation again! Pray I make the right choice in search of my vocation. Thank you all at CAF you have been like a family to me and supported me. I can happily say I am reunited with my Beloved.
 
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