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Dave_in_Dallas
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Feel like I am in a precarious position in my life – feel like me & my family are under a lot of spiritual attacks. I have this deep desire to “crank up” my spiritual life so to speak.
I keep having a re-occurring attraction / pull towards the East (for the past year or so). When I do, I start exploring the websites, listening to chants, and reading I feel a sense inner peace. However, there also usually follows a lot of sleeplessness and some increased spiritual attacks (to myself and family). As soon as I give it up, everything seems to click back into place as far as being able to sleep, minimal spiritual attacks, and get some “signs” that I am where I am supposed to be (in the RC Church). ~~ yes I know it sounds a little silly ~~
So I started trying to determine why I am so attracted:
Chanting
Liturgy – more poetic
Greater awareness and appreciation of fathers
Beautiful Churches
Greater Appreciation for liturgical seasons
East seems more Masculine; West more feminine (I think this is the opposite of what +Kalistos Ware says
) – maybe it’s just all the beards? 
Better .mp3’s / resources on the web
BUT there is the universality of the RC church – i.e. there are many churches practically wherever you go in the US – can go daily – find confession daily.
Is it possible to live a more Eastern spiritual life while going to a RC Mass on Sundays?
What practices could I do to help me during this challenging time in my family’s life?
I keep having a re-occurring attraction / pull towards the East (for the past year or so). When I do, I start exploring the websites, listening to chants, and reading I feel a sense inner peace. However, there also usually follows a lot of sleeplessness and some increased spiritual attacks (to myself and family). As soon as I give it up, everything seems to click back into place as far as being able to sleep, minimal spiritual attacks, and get some “signs” that I am where I am supposed to be (in the RC Church). ~~ yes I know it sounds a little silly ~~
So I started trying to determine why I am so attracted:
Chanting
Liturgy – more poetic
Greater awareness and appreciation of fathers
Beautiful Churches
Greater Appreciation for liturgical seasons
East seems more Masculine; West more feminine (I think this is the opposite of what +Kalistos Ware says
Better .mp3’s / resources on the web
BUT there is the universality of the RC church – i.e. there are many churches practically wherever you go in the US – can go daily – find confession daily.
Is it possible to live a more Eastern spiritual life while going to a RC Mass on Sundays?
What practices could I do to help me during this challenging time in my family’s life?