You could pervert it by making the experience into an idol. It happens

that’s why we have to be humble and seek God’s will above all things. We have to be accepting of whatever He has planned for us. He leads each person to holiness in a unique way… some receive ecstasies like St Teresa. Others, live a very simple life, like St Therese of Lisieux. Two Teresa’s, but very different

both Saints, Doctors of the Church. Consider Mary…our Mother… here’s a quote about her:
Virgin full of grace, I know that at Nazareth you lived modestly, without requesting anything more. Neither ecstasies, nor miracles, nor other extra ordinary deeds enhanced your life, O Queen of the elect. The number of the lowly, “the little ones,” is very great on earth. They can raise their eyes to your without any fear. You are the incomparable Mother who walks with them along the common way to guide them to heaven. Beloved Mother, in this harsh exile, I want to live always with you and follow you every day. I am enraptured by the contemplation of you and I discover the depths of the love of your heart. All my fears vanish under your motherly gaze, which teaches me to weep and to rejoice! Amen.
(St Therese of Lisieux)
Our Lady is exalted higher than the angels. But think of what a simple life she lived… she, the Mother of God, never performed a great miracle.
Is doing God’s will sweeter to you than any spiritual experience? that is holiness. We all want to feel His presence I think. I know I do, at times. But if He doesn’t grant it to us until Heaven, would we still love Him?
If we say ‘yes’ to this, then we’ll never be able to ‘pervert’ any experience and make it an idol. And it would be ‘safe’ for God to give us any grace He wishes, cause He’ll know that we won’t get focused on the grace, but love Him first, always.
hope that makes sense…
the reason I’m saying this is because I made some big mistakes and learned this the really hard way. At one point, I had made my feelings of God’s presence during worship or prayer into an idol. I would pray simply to ‘feel something’ rather to please Him. I’m so grateful to God that He showed me this and lead me out of it. The truth is that any feeling or consolation is simply a gift. We please God not with our feelings, but with our choices. If we choose to pray even though we’re going through spiritual dryness, that pleases God, and also sanctifies us. Consolations sanctify us too by encouraging us to trust in His love, and to see that His love is greater than anything in the world.
I totally understand why you’d want what St Teresa experienced after reading about it. It would be strange if you didn’t want it! Just remember, that ultimately, holiness is about simple obedience
God bless you.