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My daughter, at age 23 (a number I was given during an apparition of Mary when I was close to death at age five) took her life (she was schizo-affective, rapid cycling bipolar and who knows what else). I recently did research into neurodevelopmental disorders (I was given this prompt after prayer) and discovered that maternal stress is considered a seriously plausibe cause. I contacted a world renowned specialist in schizophrenia from Columbia Presbyterian in NYC, a man who saw my daughter (even though he does NOT see patients) via email with papers and research materials. Presently in research for serious mental disease there is a strong premise that neonatal maternal stress causes serious mental disorders in the baby. I was under constant verbal and emotional attack throughout my pregnancy. I knew the baby was affected prior to birth (by her behavior in the womb when external stimuli were extreme, such as bright light or loud sound) and she demonstrated this after birth. I now have the credible opinion that this man, her biological father, caused the beautiful, gifted, highly intelligent (she began to use the english language at EIGHT months of age) child was compromised and stricken with a horrific and punishing (beyond words or the ability of a healthy person to understand) torment from approximately age 15 until her death at 23 by her own hand. I am a devout Catholic, a Eucharistic minister and a music minister. I have given my life to God. I have just been to Lourdes and other sacred sites in France (three of which I served as Eucharistic Minister during Mass). I am under consistent, heavy, serious attack from Satan and this last piece of information tells me just how much danger I am in. I remember that Christ said, “Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do” and so I am trying to forgive this man but the anger I feel is so intense. I must remove it since it is a direct and deliberate interference between me and God’s communication with me Please pray for me.

Hail Mary, full of grace,