Empty House

[lynnehelen]

The house is empty and I am alone. We broke the no contact and restraining order briefly on the say-so of my psychologist, but my lawyer advised that this was not safe for my son as he could get in trouble until the no contact order is removed. I am still a little fearful of my safety with him but my psychologist, of whom I am sometimes not sure, advised me strongly to have both the no contact and restraining orders removed and that it was okay for him to be in the home so long as I didn’t report it.

The house was attacked in the night. The gate to the back yard was ripped open, my car smelled of gas this morning and there was an “x” scratched into the gas tank cover.

My husband is moving out. He is furious because I filed an injunction against him at the same time as I filed one against my son. He is evasive and manipulative of the law and may still try to get me baker-acted or in some other way do something to “prove” that I only said those things because I am mentally ill/off my medication, the latter being strictly untrue and the former a deep matter.

He is out of town on contract right now. I am taking care of my health needsi including four infections.

I have to make and appointment with the doctor tomorrow late morning and in order to do so I have to sleep and shower, both of which are difficult for me. I also have to go so a document at my lawyer’s office which my son’s (husband’s) lawyer faxed over for me to sign which would petition to drop the misdemeanor DV charges W/O asking for a hearing on his involuntary treatment for drug abuse–his getting counselling on this was a condition that I set for his returning home and he refused. Also, there may be language in the document prejudicial towards me, towards the ends of my husband’s I described above. Won’t know until I see the document tomorrow.

He, my husband, is supposed to be calling me about the involvuntary drug treatment matter and is not, so I suspect my suspicion is correct. We have to work together to jointly file taxes this weekend.

Thank God for the season. I was able to recover from the courtroom drama and the aftermath because of my Christian radio station, which I hadn’t been able to find on my radio at home but which the Lord, I believe, took me straight to when I went to tune in Saturday morning.

Repenting of many sins and prasing and worshipping the Risen Lord.

God bless.

 

[Aelred_Minor]

Praying for you and your family.

 

[fredms3]

To you and your Lyn
Psalm 91:

Whoever clings to me I will deliver; whoever knows my name I will set on high. All who call upon me I will answer; I will be with them in distress; I will deliver them and give them honor. With length of days I will satisfy them and show them my saving power.

Amen…

 

[ready]

Hail Mary…

Amen.

Mother Mary, please make your intentions in this matter come true. Amen.

 

[Kilo1Mike21]

Praying for your intentions….

Lord Jesus, You have said, “Learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart.” With confidence in Your loving heart which offers rest to weary souls, we come to You in this time of special need. In Your unfailing love, read the prayer that is written on our hearts, and grant the grace that we ask of You, in accordance with Your holy will. In Your name we pray. Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, and sought thy intercession, was left unaided. Inspired with this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother, to thee I come, before thee I stand sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate! Despise not my petitions, but, in thy mercy, hear and answer me. Amen.