The difficult thing is that, as Catholics, we believe that the Episcopal Church is in serious error. Therefore, if the Catholic Church is what she claims to be, then God cannot lead you out of her and into a body which teaches heresy. If the Catholic Church is NOT what she claims to be, then by all means, get out while you can, because surely she’s a spiritual danger to all her members.
That’s the scandalous thing about Catholicism. She claims so much for herself that if it’s true, you MUST join her, or if not, you MUST flee her.
Today, it’s much easier… much more comfortable… to be a member of a church that doesn’t make these lofty claims and difficult demands.
I can’t condemn anyone who decides to follow their conscience out of the Church. But, being a convert, it wounds me to see someone who already HAS the Truth sitting right there walk away from it. It’s a terribly sad thing for me to see.
My recommendation is to keep praying, but ALSO do some more research and reading into what the Church teaches and why (regarding the things you may not agree with). Also, maybe try worshipping at a different parish, perhaps an Eastern Rite parish if one’s available. I’ll keep you in my prayers, Mike.