Essentially they said that since they never asked to be created (how could they?) then it is a violation of their freedom of choice to be forced to continue to exist if they preferred neither Heaven or Hell.
Exactly! This is a very critical question for me, and I completely agree with this concern.
Could this person just be posturing? A deliberate choice for non-existence over eternal happiness with God seems quite bizarre, even devilish, if real.
No its not bizarre at all. The choice is more like this. Its a choice between non-existence on one hand, which assures you a very blissful state, in that you won’t even be around to be concerned about the state of yourself, and you will rest in peace, like going to sleep, and just never waking up.
Your other choice is not eternal happiness with God, but the
possibility of happiness with God. You must take what to me is a horrifying gamble; to gain this great prize, you must risk an eternal hell of untold suffering and torture. You must take the chance, and you do not know the odds. You do not know how many people actually make it to heaven.
In my opinion, if even one person makes it to hell, I would very much prefer non-existence,
the reason for this is because I am certain that no one, not even the devil himself, can honestly say they are happy for all eternity to be living in torment. I always hear that people “choose hell for themselves.” well maybe they do, but seriously, once they get there for a few billion years, no matter how much they hated God in their earthly lives, will they not wish that they had been saved? There’s that example of the rich man in scripture, he wants out right away, and to warn his brother!! The point here is that if we knew what hell was in all its reality and horror, we would never choose it!
Hell is the worst thing possible that can happen to a human person. Scripture tells us to fear above all the second death, and him who can cast the soul into hell, not what only harms the body.
God himself tells us, that he wants no one in hell, but all to come to him. This is why I know hell is bad, and no one truly likes being there.
But nonetheless, it seems like people are there anyway! oh how they must regret their sins!! They never imagined the fate that would befall them, as they enjoyed their life of sin. They may have tried like many of us to live their faith quite devoutly, but in the end they just didn’t make the cut. God had to draw the line somewhere. just what level of holiness he requires we don’t know.
I don’t know if I’ll make the cut either, and I wish MORE than anything, to avoid this decision, this great mystery, this great gamble, and horror. What a joy to take the route of non-existence, what happiness to have never existed. Or to have the assurance of annihilation.
That God makes us assume a risk so terrible ( and so great, calling it his greatest gift to us, or free will and our ability to love) , is supremely unjust. He forces us to make a response, we can not opt out, as much as I want too. I never asked to be created, and I fear I spend eternity in hell angry at the God who would do this to me. When ever I go to pray nowadays, this is all I can say to God, “why did you do this to me God, why did you ever create me, and allow for the possibility of hell??” It makes it so I just want to pretend I don’t believe in God, and live life from there. I haven’t been able to pray for months now because of this issue, and I really want to get over this, but I keep falling further and further from God because of precisely this issue.
Furthermore, if I do choose to “accept God” and live for him in all things, I may be happy and find my way to heaven because I “accepted God,” but I simply cannot accept that some people accept God’s plan and others don’t. because if I DO choose to accept God, that means there is something “better” about me than anyone who doesn’t, you might say I’m more holy, or a more morally responsible person, even if this is all the result of Grace anyway and not really “me”, it
really does come down to OUR free choices made all on our own that determine our eternal destiny. I simply cannot accept that I might make better choices than someone else, resulting in such a dramatically different final outcome. its absurd. I refuse to accept that I have the possibility of being better than anyone else in anyway whatsoever (heaven vs hell). I think we are all unique, and special, and even those who do great evils, it is simply part of the human condition, and not a product of individual moral culpability.