I am prone to enjoying consolations privately, probably because of my evangelical/baptist upbringing of ‘testimonies’, telling everyone about your ‘personal time/quiet time with God’, etc. I was never comfortable participating in these humble-brag sessions and in general hate any spotlight. I also was exposed to a LOT of charismatic Christianity and much weight was placed on signs and experiences. Again, never comfortable with that and I was often told I lacked faith because of my lack of miraculous manifestations.
I receive in the hand, often from my husband (an EM), so my reaction would probably be internal shock and looking up at my husband or whoever was offering to see if he saw what I did. In your scenario, I might’ve reflexively consume as usual, not trusting my eyes. Now that you brought up this thought experiment, it would be in my head to walk over to the priest if I wasn’t receiving from him and consult with him (dearest Lord, if you ever present to me in this manner, please let me be receiving from my priest so he can immediately guide me!).
I don’t consider this a lack of faith, but I don’t think God would present to me in this manner. My faith journey has been one of the ‘still, small voice’ and a ‘voice behind me, saying to turn left or right’. I’ve often begged God for evidence of His presence and love, even just a confirmation within my heart…nothing for year after year. I finally understood God to be asking me, ‘will you believe? With no evidence, with no overwhelming feelings and experiences? Will you CHOOSE to believe?’ And that is what I have done: I choose to believe. Yes, I have doubts, and yes, I would treasure a personal revelation/Eucharistic miracle. I’m absolutely not worthy of such a miracle.