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Layp3rs0n
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I can’t really detail too much about what’s wrong in my life. It’s too sensitive. Suffice to say, the stress is becoming more than I can bear. I ask Jesus to help me carry it all, but I feel little relief. SO MUCH is going on. Loneliness is killing me. I’m financially destroyed. I’ve had legal troubles from my teen years (With long effecting consequences. For example, I owe court fees by January or my probation is violated and I go to prison. I work a minimum wage job.), I have severe depression and anxiety and my new psychiatrist is booked until the end of September. I’ve work soon and I’m dreading it. I need some rest. I need a break from it all. (No, I’m not suicidal at all - by the Grace of God.) I just really need some time to recover from it all, but can’t. I wish the stress would stop. I want the situations to be fixed. I put on a brave face for my friends. (God is supporting me, after all. So I have to play the Christian hero and look at peace. Otherwise they may find Christianity unattractive.) But I feel like I’m dieing. Constant heartbreak is with me at all times. It takes my breath away in private. Please help me. Your words of advice and encouragement are also welcome.