Evil Thoughts in Eucharistic Chapel

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Dear Friends in Christ,
I just went to confession, and then went into the Eucharistic Chapel to pray my penance (2 Our Fathers, 2 Hail Marys). After being in His Presence, evil impure thoughts went through my head. Plus I also used obscene language in my head (though passively). I’ve never done this before His Presence, and didn’t know what to do. I was horrified.

I am asking advice on what to do next. Is this a mortal sin? Can I still receive communion? I’m a little stressed that I have to wait until next Thursday for confession. How do I not think these impure thoughts again, especially in front of His Presence? It almost makes me want to not go into the Eucharistic Chapel for fear of doing it again.

Any help would be appreciated.

Yours Sincerely in Christ
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It’s the devil, and he wants to trip you up. The reaction you have - confusion, fear, anxiety and doubt - is exactly the reaction he wants.

If you did not willfully think those thoughts, and if you tried your best to resist, then don’t worry about it. Next time it happens say, “Get behind me satan” and smile, because Satan is attacking you for a reason. You are trying to be close to God. Satan doesn’t want that.

Pray to Jesus. Calmly dismiss the thoughts. Involke the name of Mary. Move on.

Treat the devil like a dog barking on the side of the road. It runs out to scare you with its bark, but never leaves the curb. Ignore the distraction and continue on your journey.

-Tim-
 
Oh boy, you and me both!! I’ve been fighting these types of thoughts for over a month now! I have OCD and I can be scrupulous at times, so that’s part of the problem. But I noticed they started right after I started doing a Novena to the Holy Spirit for Pentecost. Do you have OCD? Sometimes the devil takes advantage of our weaknesses and puts these thoughts in our heads to try to upset us. I know they can seem SO REAL–like they are are own thoughts. Especially the cursing seems we are doing it, doesn’t it? You have made an attempt to get closer to the Lord by going to Confession and Adoration; I made an attempt to become closer to the Lord by doing the Novena to the Holy Spirit. The devil does not like this, and would like to drive us to despair–for us to think we are such awful sinners that we are no longer in a state of Grace. Here is my best advice to you–say to the Lord, “Lord, these are NOT my thoughts–I love you. If I really felt this way about you I would not have gone to Confession nor would I be worshiping you in the Eucharistic Chapel. I reject these thoughts, and if they come into my head, I will ignore them, and I pray that you will too, for they are not of me.” Then DON’T dwell on them. Don’t even think, “Did I just sin?” and go over and over it in your head to decide if you did or not. That brings the temptation up again and makes it stronger and harder to resist. You did not sin–these thoughts are not of you–ignore them as best you can and go to communion. Pray, “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God have mercy on me, a sinner” or the “Hail Mary” or “Prayer to St. Michael” when you get these thoughts. God bless you and I pray these thoughts will leave you more quickly than mine have.
 
I cannot recall a solid teaching that states thoughts to be grave matter (except adultery and a strong desire against the ninth commandment). The pleasure obtained from a thought from evil is the occasion of venial sin in other cases.

“Venial sin weakens charity…Deliberate and unrepented venial sin disposes us little by little to commit mortal sin…What then is our hope? Above all, confession.” (CCC 1863)

You had horror for the thought so no sin was committed, but the battle is on going:thumbsup: Time to prepare for war on a new front!
 
It is a good time to pray to Saint Michael, or the Our Father - “Deliver us from evil”.
 
It’s the devil, and he wants to trip you up. The reaction you have - confusion, fear, anxiety and doubt - is exactly the reaction he wants.

If you did not willfully think those thoughts, and if you tried your best to resist, then don’t worry about it. Next time it happens say, “Get behind me satan” and smile, because Satan is attacking you for a reason. You are trying to be close to God. Satan doesn’t want that.

Pray to Jesus. Calmly dismiss the thoughts. Involke the name of Mary. Move on.

Treat the devil like a dog barking on the side of the road. It runs out to scare you with its bark, but never leaves the curb. Ignore the distraction and continue on your journey.

-Tim-
Very good post. The Evil One is trying to undermine your relationship with Our Lord.
 
I’ve been attacked by impure thoughts before while at Mass, at adoration and while even watching the pope on tv. I still don’t know what to make of it when it happens and I always ask God to deliver me. Hail Marys also help.
 
This has happened to me as well, and when it happens (within the Church or any time of day) I try to say a Hail Mary and that seems to help me clear my mind back to God.
 
There are teachings, mostly from the early desert fathers, which talk about discernment of spirits - growing in the knowledge and understanding of when certain feelings, thoughts and urges are from the devil, when they are from God, and when they are from our own thoughts.

This comes through experience, mostly the experience of prayer.

Sometimes the devil disguises himself, and gives us warm thoughts which comfort us greatly, but they are short lived.

Other times he shrieks and howls and puts all kinds of foul thoughts into our heads to distract us. During these times God might hide himself, allowing the devil to throw darts at us, so that we realize that we need God and seek him all the more.

Above all, I believe, the absence of anger in our lives and the presence of great peace, are the signs that we are close to God.

If people insult us, steal from us, tempt us, try to trick us, and assert their rights and power over us, and if we are able to love them and immediately pray for them, knowing that it is not their fault and that we would be the same way if God weren’t working in our lives, and we are able to do that without anger, then we are not far from God.

If these primitive feelings and disgusting thoughts happen occasionally, and if we are able to dismiss them as nuisances and recognize them as feeble attempts by the impish devil to distract us and upset our peace, and if we are able to move past them and remain in a state of peace, then we are not far from God.

Lack of anger and a state of perpetual peace comes from prayer, lots and lots of prayer, nourished by the sacraments. But mostly prayer. Prayer is the battleground. The early desert fathers, many of them saw prayer not only as loving communication with our Father, but as battle with evil spirits. That’s why Paul tells us to persever in prayer. That’s why we pray the St. Micheal prayer.

Prayer is the battleground, where we begin to recognize these attacks and God teaches us to defend ourselves against them. The adoration Chapel is not only the inner chamber where we make intimate contact with the bridgroom of the Church, but the battleground where we battle satan and his evil spirits.

***Discernment therefore involves the art of identifying the true causes of interior movements: divine, diabolical, or human. Such movements include consolations, desolations, images, and dreams, and part of the task of their discernment is knowledge of self: of one’s tendencies and aspirations, present state of soul, psychological state, and so forth.

For Diadochus, discernment of spirits is where theology and praxis meet. It requires learning to refine the “taste” of God’s presence and discovering that true theology is not information about God but an experience of him. Therefore, real discernment has to be done in prayer; otherwise the warrior loses the taste for God and his relationship grows cold. Prayer without discernment has its own dangers, as it exposes the warrior to the deceits of the enemy. Learning infallibly to discern the “footprints of the Invisible One" means that one has reached the heights of the spiritual life as a “theologian.”**

More…*

-Tim-
 
Thanks to all of you for the wonderful advice.

Yes, Veronica, I think I do have OCD symptoms. I’m driving my wife crazy while we are pregnant with twins. The more I’ve contemplated this, the more I realize how Satan does try to get into my thoughts. The prayers to say to combat this are wonderful.

Thanks again,

Big BC
 
Thanks to everyone for their prayers. We have beautiful 2-month old twins, who are truly a blessing to my wife and myself.

God bless you all.

Big BC
 
If you entertain the the thoughts, you will feed them.

If you resist them, they will build strength.

If you fear them, they gain confidence.

Just let them go… “turn the other cheek.”

If you get upset by them, they feed off that negative energy, so like others say don’t fear the barking dog isn’t going to leave the curb. Just stroll by nonchalantly – let the noisy sounds go in one breath and out the next. Smile gently, knowing your Lord is only three feet away and knows your struggles, and His healing light is shining on you – literally.

I like to treat thoughts as if they were beings I could instruct. Some say “get behind me satan” but I talk to the thoughts themselves rather than the author of them because I’m not always sure where they came from. I let them have their fun, playing in the yard while Jesus and I sit at the patio table or whatever, and although I’m aware of them I can defocus from them… that’s why it’s important to not be afraid of them. Fear can cause guilt, shame, anger, thirst for justice, or other emotionally motivational experiences, which compete to keep your focus on them instead of the Eucharist. Pay no more heed to the particulars of what they say, as if they were speaking a different language and were three tables down. Background noise. Open your heart to the Lord in front of you; don’t be ashamed or afraid because He wants to come in and heal you, and the more you open the door the easier it is for Him to get in. Over time the Holy Spirit will reprogram your subconscious so that it learns to work for you instead of against you. 😉

Alan
 
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