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ConservativeOne
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First, let me say I’ve been away for so long due to schedule - and computer problems. Ironically, today - hours after a seriously evil thought that prompts my thread - I suddenly was able to get on and in here. ???
My religious history is more detailed than I can write. While I do suffer from increased scrupulosity, I believe something evil is happening. I’ve had seriously bad thoughts / wishes recently, which I can only confide to a priest. But as of today at Mass - I had a thought so dangerous to my soul regarding the devil - (I can’t believe it) - that I was afraid to drive home fearing if I died on the way - I’d be lost. I think only a priest’s advice / guidance - maybe, even exorcism can help me. I’m told that a Bishop must approve this and that first a psychiatrist is required. I’m NOT psychiatric material - but something evil is happening, and I need expert spiritual guidance. I DO know something is happening to me beyond normal temptations, and I’m afraid for my soul. I hadn’t said a Rosary for so long - and this morning, I said one before leaving for Mass. Then this?
I can’t believe this is happening but I thank God that I was able to get to the Forum today - it’s been so long. Sorry for being so cryptic - But can anyone suggest a direction for me to turn? There are no more Padre Pio’s for advice (or are there?). What priest can I go to - if even for guidance? God and Our Lady bless you - and please, I ask for your prayers. I’m scared.
My religious history is more detailed than I can write. While I do suffer from increased scrupulosity, I believe something evil is happening. I’ve had seriously bad thoughts / wishes recently, which I can only confide to a priest. But as of today at Mass - I had a thought so dangerous to my soul regarding the devil - (I can’t believe it) - that I was afraid to drive home fearing if I died on the way - I’d be lost. I think only a priest’s advice / guidance - maybe, even exorcism can help me. I’m told that a Bishop must approve this and that first a psychiatrist is required. I’m NOT psychiatric material - but something evil is happening, and I need expert spiritual guidance. I DO know something is happening to me beyond normal temptations, and I’m afraid for my soul. I hadn’t said a Rosary for so long - and this morning, I said one before leaving for Mass. Then this?
I can’t believe this is happening but I thank God that I was able to get to the Forum today - it’s been so long. Sorry for being so cryptic - But can anyone suggest a direction for me to turn? There are no more Padre Pio’s for advice (or are there?). What priest can I go to - if even for guidance? God and Our Lady bless you - and please, I ask for your prayers. I’m scared.