Dear Teresa,
Thank you for all of your research and links it has been most helpful in my understanding. One more question if I can…how and why does God grant these experiences and to what purpose? is it just for the benefit of an individual soul, or is it intended for souls akin or for all souls?
I have asked for the help of the Holy Spirit, for I see that your question is far deeper than a simple answer would provide. One image that came to mind was something I learned when Jesus taught us about the Good Shepherd, and from this scripture, I honestly believe Our Lord intended that all souls would know Him experientially, to some degree. He assured us through this parable that His sheep
hear His voice. He calls them by name and leads them forth, going before them to lead them into safety. “I know mine, and mine know Me.”
To understand this, I went to the library one day and looked up all I could find about sheep. There is a beautiful image of how the mother teaches the baby lamb to know her voice. She thrusts the little one from her, and after a short while bleats, calling the lamb to return. When the little one returns, the mother rewards it by allowing it to nurse with delight at its mother’s breast. By repeating this process – thrusting, calling it back, and allowing it to nurse – the young lamb learns to recognize the mother’s bleat and associates it with the peaceful, loving remembrance of nursing, and comes immediately.
Speaking mystically, when the Holy Spirit is teaching the soul, He often allows it to nurse with interior delight after He has sent an inspiration, and the soul responds to His voice. This might answer the “why” of your question. In a person’s early growth in spirituality, that is a common experience as they learn God’s guidance. Often the “nursing” is to confirm something that was prayed about, as St. Ignatius taught in Spiritual Exercises, the section about understanding the purpose of consolations. From the little I have read in your beautiful writings, I believe you understand this by experience also.
We know that Jesus mentioned how the growth process must begin with “first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear.” Similarly, God
infuses these mystical gifts according to the natural growth of the person’s spirituality and their ability to receive them. There is a divine order to the progression. To help our readers understand a little better what
infused means, we can draw much from Webster’s definition. Infuse: to pour in; to cause to be permeated with something (as a principle or quality) that alters usually for the better.
That’s literally what happens. God pours Himself within us, and permeates the spirit in such a manner that the effects of it cause us to change for the better! Glory be to God!
It seems important to mention this here, lest anyone think they are forsaken by God if He does lead them in this mystical way. Many saints did not experience any extraordinary manifestations at all, yet they were canonized for their *extraordinary love of God and neighbor — *the real test of whether or not we have true union with God. I’m sure they were able to say with their lives, “I know Him, and He knows me.”
I’m not sure I have answered well enough, so if there is something I left unsaid, please feel free to ask again.