Ice been experiencing a severe spiritual crisis for quite some time now. I need serious help. I suppose god is real and all but I’m not entirely confident. I’ve investigated everything and the only answer that would be correct is I don’t know. It’s impossible to know really. But then all the stories of the saints and mystic come up with all the miracles and what not. I need help with my faith. How can I really restore my faith. And also maybe some argents for god would also be nice.
I see that this has been going on for some months. You dabbled in atheism. Are you still studying?
Such studies require a certain level of maturity and I don’t mean in terms of years – but a maturation of your faith so that the study is not a “search” for something else.
Will pray for you. But from what I have seen is this can happen when we explore things that we are not prepared yet to explore. I suggest that if you are looking elsewhere that you, instead, concentrate on Catholicism, even if you don’t “feel” it right now.
If you doubt that God is real, trying praying and going to confession and Mass on a regular basis. You will have your answer soon if you try and make these things a habit – instead of looking elsewhere. Concentrate on the Mass and what’s happening. God will give you the answers you seek through prayer and devotion.
God Bless.
Lord, I believe:
I wish to believe in Thee.
Lord, let my faith be full and unreserved,
and let it penetrate my thought,
my way of judging Divine things and human things.
Lord, let my faith be joyful
and give peace and gladness to my spirit,
and dispose it for prayer with God
and conversation with men,
so that the inner bliss of its fortunate possession
may shine forth in sacred and secular conversation.
Lord, let my faith be humble and not presume
to be based on the experience of my thought and of my
feeling;
but let it surrender to the testimony of the Holy Spirit,
and not have any better guarantee than in docility to
Tradition
and to the authority of the magisterium of the Holy Church.
Amen.