Listen to the words Jesus has for you:
“Behold, you are beautiful, my love,
behold, you are beautiful!
Your eyes are doves
behind your veil…
Your lips are like a scarlet thread,
and your mouth is lovely.
Your cheeks are like halves of a pomegranate
behind your veil.
Your neck is like the tower of David,
built for an arsenal,
whereon hang a thousand bucklers,
all of them shields of warriors…
Until the day breathes
and the shadows flee,
I will hie me to the mountain of myrrh
and the hill of frankincense.
You are all fair, my love;
there is no flaw in you.
Come with me from Lebanon, my bride;
come with me from Lebanon.
Depart from the peak of Ama’na,
from the peak of Senir and Hermon,
from the dens of lions,
from the mountains of leopards.
You have ravished my heart, my sister, my bride,
you have ravished my heart with a glance of your eyes,
with one jewel of your necklace.
How sweet is your love, my sister, my bride!
how much better is your love than wine,
and the fragrance of your oils than any spice!” ~Song of Songs, 4:1, 3-4, 6-10
I’ll be praying for you. And stay close to your guardian angel, St Micheal and Our Lady of the Angels, Queen of Heaven. And remember the words of Christ to Pilate, “Do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father, and he will at once send me more than twelve legions of angels?” (Matt 26:53) Remember this is within His power, and He can send them to guard you,
For he commands his angels with regard to you,
to guard you wherever you go.
With their hands they shall support you,
lest you strike your foot against a stone." (Psalm 91:11-12)
Also, read Psalm 91 at least once a week before bed, perhaps even every night.
And may the Lord bless you and keep you, may the Lord make His face to shine upon you and be gracious to you. May the Lord turn His face toward you, and give you peace.