Feeling very sick today

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too many antibiotics in my life, quick fixes for more serious issues. Feeling sick physically for moral reasons but also for physical ones, the two go hand in hand, and don’t know what to expect. Want to believe that God is more powerful than my mother. Need Church but can’t go. The habit of reading is the very worst of my plight, as I am malformed from childhood spent in brown corduroy chair with nose buried in unsupervised selection of reading materials–personally, spiritually, mentally–and now detest printed page which makes it difficult to turn to the Bible, which I read cover to cover as “a book.” I was trying to “evalurate” it, but picked the wrong one and got scared into reading it in its entirety plus commentary cover to cover as prescribed by editor. It only took away from its meaning and now I can’t even reach Jesus that way and only have Him written somewhere in my heart which I can’t always reach, dampened joy, joy like a habit, unrefreshed, unfed, undernourished.
 
I can’t walk. I can force myself to walk, but I can’t really walk. Generalized spasms, curvature in my spine, compression in my neck, foot pains. I have just been slogging along so long, because I had to, my strength is failing. I used to swim, we have a pool in the backyard, but now I feel like I’m going to sink. I know I rested in my son’s strength and I am missing him and that it’s probably best for him that he is around somebody with physical strength, he was eating Taco Bell here, I just stopped.

Everything is ending all at once and right now I don’t see any new beginnings. It was what I wanted, asked for, worked for, walked for, forced myself for, drove my car for, but now that it is here all I have left is my uncertainty about my husband, will he return today? will he be abrasive? will he hurt me to death with a look or his words? and about Florida, but do I have the strength to go where God is telling me to go? And am I right about that? My head is so confused.
 
Lord Jesus please give lynnehelen Your peace.
Please bless her, her husband and son with Your healing love
 
Father, please grant lynnehelen Your wisdom and understanding so that she may discern Your plans for her. Ease her pain and take away her sorrows so that she may experience true joy. Give her strength and heal her afflictions in body, mind, and spirit so that she may be able to enjoy the rewards You have set for her. All these I adk in Jesus’ name, through the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary. Amen.
 
Lord take your child and give your unending blessings
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Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be
done, on earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our
trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil. Amen

Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee
blessed art thou among women and
blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus
Holy Mary mother of God pray for us
sinners now and at the hour of our death
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end Amen
 
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be
done, on earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our
trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil. Amen

Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee
blessed art thou among women and
blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus
Holy Mary mother of God pray for us
sinners now and at the hour of our death
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end Amen
 
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be
done, on earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our
trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil. Amen

Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee
blessed art thou among women and
blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus
Holy Mary mother of God pray for us
sinners now and at the hour of our death
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end Amen
 
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be
done, on earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our
trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil. Amen

Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee
blessed art thou among women and
blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus
Holy Mary mother of God pray for us
sinners now and at the hour of our death
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end Amen
 
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be
done, on earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our
trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil. Amen

Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee
blessed art thou among women and
blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus
Holy Mary mother of God pray for us
sinners now and at the hour of our death
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end Amen
 
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