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lynnehelen
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severely physically ill with sleep and GI disorder in second new area of PA after relocation from Florida, between doctors, can’t sleep at night, slept all day today after arguing with my father and refusing a call from my mother who is trying to manage my now adult son and abuses him and me, so many enemies here where I was in the St. Hosp. many years ago, and through the confused path of my life since childhood I have made enemies of friends, didn’t want to divorce my husband but he demanded it because after he had the head injury we were “both mentally ill” as he put it and he couldn’t help me any more in the ways that he had, I am sexually disabled, he turned to other women and I couldn’t tolerate it any more.
Now I realize he was a true husband, there was confusion throughout our marriage through my whole family’s interference and, as I understand tonight, the interference of former beaus of mine and former girlfriends of his, as well as his sister.
Somehow in all that we were “old friends”. and I miss him, but it’s all over because my son is 19 and on his way now as best as he can be after how bad it was.
Fighting for the hope to stay alive but don’t know why as there’s nothing left for me.
Now I realize he was a true husband, there was confusion throughout our marriage through my whole family’s interference and, as I understand tonight, the interference of former beaus of mine and former girlfriends of his, as well as his sister.
Somehow in all that we were “old friends”. and I miss him, but it’s all over because my son is 19 and on his way now as best as he can be after how bad it was.
Fighting for the hope to stay alive but don’t know why as there’s nothing left for me.
