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I em in deep need of prayer.
I could make a large thread on this but i shall try to refrain. ( Try lol )

I have’nt been to church in many years - I turned my back and abused the thought of Jesus ( and worse, thoughts over the years of wanting to burn bibles/ churchs)
I guess you would call it hate for Jesus.
I turned to the ‘dark side’. Satanism. I did not practice magic but i have often said ‘hail’ Satan and such like that and would call myself my own god. Anyways not to ramble!

In this time i have come across ( or have they found me? ) Satanist’s ( who HAVE practiced magic ) i have a few times got caught up in something ( magic, black magic ) - That’s been directed at me… The other times i just stoped talking to the person.
Recently it has happened again ( feelings for the guy) - And i just can’t take it.
I never thought id be here, i never thought id turn back to Jesus. Never. But this time for some reason i cant handle it. I feel like the recent curse/ hex - whatever it is thats happened/ going on.-
It’s made me ill ( went to the doctors a few time - tests ran and such ) And nothing is wrong… ( from last test i had a feeling the tests would be clear since the curse / the time period of talking to this person and getting ill) - sick - nausea, stomach pains - it’s been horrible!

I’m now mentally exhausted - I’m paranoid - i feel like im going crazy due to things that has happened. It’s like hell. I’m scared.
I’m now praying alot ( maybe too much) And trying to block out the crazy thoughts and paranoia.
I know im a good person and would never hurt someone.
But this guy has gotten into my head ( magic) and making me doubt myself as a good person.
I’m just glad i never dabbled with black magic myself. So im thankful for that!

Thank you for reading
(I never thought id be even making this thread. I just feel like crying…)

Take care.
 
You may not have practiced magic, but you’ve been close enough to the back door to have the wash water splash you. You need help, please see a priest. Beyond that, get rid of everything–every satanic, or even pagan (though I don’t conflate the two), thing you’ve collected or dabbled with, and CUT TIES with those still practicing. You see, you are not God, darling, but it is at His feet and in His family that you can find peace. Meanwhile, here is a prayer for you–with a reminder: you must not fight magic with magic, and please don’t be tempted to try. Prayers aren’t magic, but will help you draw near to God who can give you freedom.

Saint Michael the Archangel defend us in battle. Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the Divine Power of God thrust into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Father, give this child peace and clarity of mind enough to get to You, to hear Truth, and to be set free. In the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.
 
I say the same things, get rid of everything, the books, charms
and satanic symbols. “Touch no unclean thing and the Lord will
receive you”
Remember, God CREATED satan, who is just ANOTHER ANGEL.
Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who is EQUAL with God, gave up
HIS LIFE so that by rising from the dead, he defeated the devil,
who has the power of death(Heb 14-15).
Say out loud, as if you really mean it: “Help me, Jesus Christ, Son
of the living God!” Three times, do this three times a day.

I pray for you:
Our Father, who is in heaven,
Your name be held holy,
Your kingdom come,
Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us,
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.
 
Tablefor9 said:
…Prayers aren’t magic, but will help you draw near to God who can give you freedom.

Saint Michael the Archangel defend us in battle. Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the Divine Power of God thrust into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Father, give this child peace and clarity of mind enough to get to You, to hear Truth, and to be set free. In the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.
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Amen
 
Thank you so much for your prayers. It’s much appreciate.
Even thought i brought it on myself, i learnt the hard way…

I have some questions - can i ever pray too much?

Also
Tablefor9 said:
You may not have practiced magic, but you’ve been close enough to the back door to have the wash water splash you. You need help, please see a priest. Beyond that, get rid of everything–every satanic, or even pagan (though I don’t conflate the two), thing you’ve collected or dabbled with, and CUT TIES with those still practicing. You see, you are not God, darling, but it is at His feet and in His family that you can find peace. Meanwhile, here is a prayer for you–with a reminder: you must not fight magic with magic, and please don’t be tempted to try. Prayers aren’t magic, but will help you draw near to God who can give you freedom.

Father, give this child peace and clarity of mind enough to get to You, to hear Truth, and to be set free. In the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.
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That’s so very true…
I’ll be seeing a priest soon i hope and also will start going to church and pray daily ( all of which feels like a whole new strange world )

I started getting rid of things this week, over 7 years, it’s going to take a while to make sure i find every little thing, i also em stressing over one of the books i have yet to get rid of as i cannot find it 😦
Bit of a stupid question but i thought id ask while im here to find the said Satanic book could i pray to Saint Anthony to find it? I don’t think its a good idea but i’m just lost…and scared. I will keep looking and thinking though. ( if i still do indeed have it - ugh )
GLam8833 said:
I say the same things, get rid of everything, the books, charms
and satanic symbols. “Touch no unclean thing and the Lord will
receive you”
Remember, God CREATED satan, who is just ANOTHER ANGEL.
Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who is EQUAL with God, gave up
HIS LIFE so that by rising from the dead, he defeated the devil,
who has the power of death(Heb 14-15).
Say out loud, as if you really mean it: “Help me, Jesus Christ, Son
of the living God!” Three times, do this three times a day.
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Thank you so much! I have’nt read about doing this prayer

xo Once again, thank you so much everyone
 
Another prayer that can be said three times is, “Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us who have recourse to thee.”

Remember, O most loving virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protedtion, implored your help, or sought your intercession was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, we fly unto you, O virgin of virgins, our mother. To yu we come, before you we stand, sinful and sorrowful. O mother of the Word incarnate, despise not our petitions, but in your mercy hear and answer us.
 
Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy Kingdom come
Thy Will be done
On Earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day
Our Daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those
Who Trespass against us
Lead us not into Temptation
But deliver us from evil
Amen
 
Praying to thevHoly Spirit to give you guidance back to the Church. Please see a priest as soon as possible.
 
Bellx said:
I em in deep need of prayer.
I could make a large thread on this but i shall try to refrain. ( Try lol )

I have’nt been to church in many years - I turned my back and abused the thought of Jesus ( and worse, thoughts over the years of wanting to burn bibles/ churchs)
I guess you would call it hate for Jesus.
I turned to the ‘dark side’. Satanism. I did not practice magic but i have often said ‘hail’ Satan and such like that and would call myself my own god. Anyways not to ramble!

In this time i have come across ( or have they found me? ) Satanist’s ( who HAVE practiced magic ) i have a few times got caught up in something ( magic, black magic ) - That’s been directed at me… The other times i just stoped talking to the person.
Recently it has happened again ( feelings for the guy) - And i just can’t take it.
I never thought id be here, i never thought id turn back to Jesus. Never. But this time for some reason i cant handle it. I feel like the recent curse/ hex - whatever it is thats happened/ going on.-
It’s made me ill ( went to the doctors a few time - tests ran and such ) And nothing is wrong… ( from last test i had a feeling the tests would be clear since the curse / the time period of talking to this person and getting ill) - sick - nausea, stomach pains - it’s been horrible!

I’m now mentally exhausted - I’m paranoid - i feel like im going crazy due to things that has happened. It’s like hell. I’m scared.
I’m now praying alot ( maybe too much) And trying to block out the crazy thoughts and paranoia.
I know im a good person and would never hurt someone.
But this guy has gotten into my head ( magic) and making me doubt myself as a good person.
I’m just glad i never dabbled with black magic myself. So im thankful for that!

Thank you for reading
(I never thought id be even making this thread. I just feel like crying…)

Take care.
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Belix, first of all, welcome Home! We’ve kept the door open and we are glad you have returned. Secondly, its time to get to Confession! Time to scrub you down in the Sacrament of Mercy. Call a local Church, schedule time with a priest. We are so hapy you are back! :grouphug:
 
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justforme23:
it wasnt you who turned your back on jesus. You were not ready yet.
your tears are those of repentence.
it was a dark spirit that was to blame , not you who you are today.
 
St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray and do thou oh prince of the heavenly host by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
St. Padre Pio and St. John Vianney, intercede for this poster and guide him to a good and holy priest.Amen.
 
  1. No, you can’t pray too much. Though sometimes we must pray as we work. Scripture tells us to pray without ceasing…whatever prayers we do can’t be too much.
  2. It’s not wrong to pray that the Lord show you, or St Anthony intercede for you to find, those items which you need to be rid of. Also begin to pray that the Holy Spirit and Jesus Himself will cleanse your heart of all that must go, helping you to perfect contrition and good confession. It is never wrong to pray for these things.
**Praying for you again this afternoon. Blessings,
Victoria
 
Our Father, Who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

St. Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do thou,
O Prince of the heavenly hosts,
by the power of God,
thrust into hell Satan,
and all the evil spirits,
who prowl about the world
seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
 
St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray and do thou oh prince of the heavenly host by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
 
Holy Michael the Archangel defend us in the day of battle.
Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the Power of God,
thrust down to hell satan and all the wicked spirits,
who wander through the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Remember, O most loving Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession and was left forsaken. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you I come, before you I stand, a sorrowful sinner. Despise not my words, O Mother of the Word, but in your mercy, hear and answer me.
Amen
 
Bellx,

God loves you, and never stopped.

I too walked away from God and left my faith, for 18 years in my case. And by grace and mercy He brought me back to Him.

Am praying for you in and for that love through which He created you and everything else on earth…

Bless you!
 
O most glorious Prince, Michael the Archangel, be mindful of us, here and everywhere: pray always unto the Son of God for us, Alleluia, Alleluia.

V. In the sight of Angels I will sing to Thee, O God.
R. I will worship facing Thy holy temple and confess Thy name.

O God, who in a marvelous order hast established the ministries of angels and of men, mercifully grant that as Thy holy Angels ever do Thee service in heaven, so at all times they may succor us here upon earth. Through our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
 
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