Iām glad youāve finally seen the light and started accepting our Lord in the only proper way.
Of course, He remains present in the very room before Communion even begins; where the Tabernacle is, there is our Lord Jesus Christ!
I think this debate over COTT vs. CITH is getting very tiresome and silly. He wants us to be virtuous and humble in real life, not just in Mass. Humility while receiving the Blessed Sacrament is fine, but it matters nothing if youāre proud that youāve done it (not saying that you are, gatewood). Having courage enough to buy lunch for a homeless man, actually talking to him in the restaurant for an hour, and trying to think of ways to help him⦠there is real humility.
Itās fine and good that you receive our Lord COTT and itās fine and good to receive Him CITH, but thereās a world of difference between receiving Communion without love for fellow men, and receiving Communion with love for fellow men. I am glad you felt the warmth of Godās very own presence consumed by your body, but
if you didnāt leave Mass beaming to the outside world with a smile as wide as the River Thames in thanks for having received Him at all, then it was fruitless!
Sorry to sound harsh, if I do.