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tenderlynew
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I have started Lamictal for spasming in my female area. This has been a problem since childhood which was shoved under the rug of a mistaken psychiatric diagnosis for 30 years. While I did need psychiatric care the misdiagnosis was heartbreaking and led to a grevious life. I have finally documented the spasming and have an appointment with a urogynecologist. Somehow I have lived through it all, and my condition now is much better than it has been in a long time, and I have hope but also despair that at this late stage nothing can be done. I have divorced because of my lack of sexuality and don’t think I can remarry, so I am lonely, my mother and father are FINALLY paying some appropriate attention to me and I have my son, he stays with them nearby. But my condition is crippling and although I trust in the Lord for protection in my vulnerability I have fears about the future, the days pass in nothingness and aloneness. I don’t know what the doctor can do but I pray that there will be an amelioration of my condition and circumstances.

