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SusanRose
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Hi All,
It has been so long since I posted here. Life has taken me on a long and twisted journey and deep into despair.
I have been praying by myself for the last two weeks and need some help with them, I do not know where else to turn.
I need a miracle. I need the Holy Spirit to move in my partner’s heart. He has been depressed and suicidal and has now ended our relationship and broken up our home. We had a future planned that I believe God wanted for me. I keep feeling God is showing me signs to not lost hope but I cannot encourage him. He has lost all faith.
We have airplane tickets for tomorrow and he is going to go without me. I feel this is the wrong thing to do.
I’ve prayed all day for a change of heart. I’ve asked him to take a moment to breathe and allow himself to believe in hope and he just gets so angry at me. My heart is getting so tired. I am worried for him. I do not know how to move forward.
I know compared to other’s tribulations it might seem trivial but I love this man with all my heart and loved the life we were leading. He was my God send.
Perhaps God will send me a miracle now and give us a second chance, let us keep walking this road together in faith before he boards a plane and leaves me.
Any prayer would be so truly appreciated. I have been saying the miracle prayer.
God bless,
Susan
It has been so long since I posted here. Life has taken me on a long and twisted journey and deep into despair.
I have been praying by myself for the last two weeks and need some help with them, I do not know where else to turn.
I need a miracle. I need the Holy Spirit to move in my partner’s heart. He has been depressed and suicidal and has now ended our relationship and broken up our home. We had a future planned that I believe God wanted for me. I keep feeling God is showing me signs to not lost hope but I cannot encourage him. He has lost all faith.
We have airplane tickets for tomorrow and he is going to go without me. I feel this is the wrong thing to do.
I’ve prayed all day for a change of heart. I’ve asked him to take a moment to breathe and allow himself to believe in hope and he just gets so angry at me. My heart is getting so tired. I am worried for him. I do not know how to move forward.
I know compared to other’s tribulations it might seem trivial but I love this man with all my heart and loved the life we were leading. He was my God send.
Perhaps God will send me a miracle now and give us a second chance, let us keep walking this road together in faith before he boards a plane and leaves me.
Any prayer would be so truly appreciated. I have been saying the miracle prayer.
God bless,
Susan