My conversion was “instantaneous” in one sense: I had no affiliation, convictions, or bias prior to the experience I had when reading scripture and some books - "The Seven Story Mountain’ (Thomas Merton’s personal account of HIS conversion), The Confessions of St. Augustine, “Art and Scholasticism” by Jacques Maritain, and most of all, the four Gospels.
What made it virtually instantaneous was the credibility of the Gospels - simple plain men recounting simple plain personal experience and what they witnessed, and the logic of a couple things: if God says something, you can believe Him (“the gates of hell will not prevail against it,” I am with you until the end of the world," "go and tell the whole world…"and many others), so there is no possibility of any other outcome. At that time there were “256 other denominations” of non-catholic Christians - all founded by someone OTHER than Jesus Christ… so what’s the problem.
I have to admit my personality type is “credulous” and less skeptical than a lot of people, but when something IS, I don’t stand around second guessing myself. AFTER the conversion, I started to deal with (and stomach) the oddities of “Mariology,” confession, and other issues of the church which ran contrary to my “feel goodness” about what I was doing, but I simply didn’t allow those scruples to deter me from what logic and conviction had me do.
And shortly it became clear to me that, like Bishop Sheen I think it was who said, “Gosh, if people REALLY KNEW what it was the Catholic Church really teaches, ‘everyone’ would be Catholic!” It’s because the mis-statement, the exaggerations, the distortions, the caricatures that are passed along that are NOT core truths give it a bad name (nuns beating up the kids in school, go to confession and go out and sin again, the Pope is right all the time, and some popes were sinners…)
Never looked back because I never NEEDED to look back. And truth be told, I continue to work VERY VERY HARD at BELIEVING all that the Church (thankfully) teaches us. With this mind, I find it incomprehensible that there can be such outrageous “dissent” and “independence of mind” among Catholic politicians, Notre Dame’s scandalous honorary degree for the president, and the scandals in the Church, etc… HOW CAN THESE THINGS BE?
Answer: man’s free will allows him to choose evil.
Boy do we need the Chaplet of Mercy! Big time.