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Hawkmaid7
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Hey guys, I had a confrontation today that’s made me realize i care way too much about way too much - primarily people. I need to investigate how much of this is loneliness and pride causing internal drama and strife (moodiness I was called out on, for example), and how much is God’s love striving to reach those around me.
I want so badly to be there for people, to listen to their lives and learn about them, but it takes tolls on me that put strain on me and others if it goes south. However, I can’t get past the mental block of how much I’d hate myself if I stopped caring so much. After all, do unto others, and I greatly appreciate and treasure when people do that for me.
SO. Long story long, please pray for me to find a balance according to God, not myself or society. I want to keep loving the world as big as I do, but if it’s going to tear at me and loved ones like this, what’s the point? St. Lawrence, pray for us.St. Mary, St. Joseph, pray for us. Amen.
Hawk
I want so badly to be there for people, to listen to their lives and learn about them, but it takes tolls on me that put strain on me and others if it goes south. However, I can’t get past the mental block of how much I’d hate myself if I stopped caring so much. After all, do unto others, and I greatly appreciate and treasure when people do that for me.
SO. Long story long, please pray for me to find a balance according to God, not myself or society. I want to keep loving the world as big as I do, but if it’s going to tear at me and loved ones like this, what’s the point? St. Lawrence, pray for us.St. Mary, St. Joseph, pray for us. Amen.
Hawk