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While I am a school teacher, I also am an artist who has always wanted to create stories like C.S. Lewis or other great artists of the faith. Unfortunately, there is also a lot of worldly ambition and vanity that has come with this dream, and it seems that every time I come up with a new idea, I get excited, but then I discern that God doesn’t want me to pursue it at that time. My spiritual director tells me that the way I agonize over God’s will for every project I do isn’t correct, and that if working on a piece of art is pleasurable and isn’t morally objectionable then it is legitimate to use my talents in that way, but I don’t have peace when I do pursue these ideas, and it leads me down a spiral of doubt and wondering whether I should follow my spiritual director. I wanted to ask for prayer that I would figure out how to do this to the glory of God. It seems that the only art I make for God that is pleasing to Him is the art I don’t want to do, and the art I get passionate about is somehow worldly (even though my Spiritual Director has told me this is wrong). I am going to see him again, but I am worried about pestering him.
I just wanted to ask for prayer, because this happens every. single. time I come up with an idea for a story and get excited about it. I got really upset about it today and I need a way to find peace through this.
I just wanted to ask for prayer, because this happens every. single. time I come up with an idea for a story and get excited about it. I got really upset about it today and I need a way to find peace through this.