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Forgive me God for my sins. Forgive me. Forgive me. Have mercy on me.
Forgive me. Please have mercy on me. Free me. Bring me to the light out of darkness.
Give me strength. Strengthen me for I am weak. Give me you grace, that I might change.
Wash my blackened heart in your blood, the blood of the cross. That I would be made white as snow. Blot out my transgressions. My sin is always before me. Please free me.
Thank you for my suffering.
I’ve recently confided in a small number of my friends that I’m gay. But, since I told them, I think they would rather not address it. I told them out of desperation, because I need to deal with my sin. I am broken, and I need help… and I’m going to tell them that.
I have only persisted in my sin since I told them, and the last 2 weeks or so have actually been worse, or at least comparatively bad for me, in terms of purity.
Please pray for my forgiveness. Please pray that I could regularly see a priest every week for confession, and at least every month for spiritual direction. I honestly don’t remember the last time I confessed. I think it was Wednesday, October 22nd. … over 2 weeks ago.
Please pray that things would change. I want them to change. I want to work on them now. I want to make progress by the end of the year. I don’t want to wait any longer. “How many more years?” sometimes, I ask God in prayer that. How much longer?
Please pray for my freedom from addiction. I want to be free, and chaste, and pure, and holy.
Thank you.
Forgive me. Please have mercy on me. Free me. Bring me to the light out of darkness.
Give me strength. Strengthen me for I am weak. Give me you grace, that I might change.
Wash my blackened heart in your blood, the blood of the cross. That I would be made white as snow. Blot out my transgressions. My sin is always before me. Please free me.
Thank you for my suffering.
Amen.
I have been addicted to masturbation and pornography basically for all of my adult life. I am 22. Maybe I started masturbating when I was 11. Pornography in middle school and high school.I’ve recently confided in a small number of my friends that I’m gay. But, since I told them, I think they would rather not address it. I told them out of desperation, because I need to deal with my sin. I am broken, and I need help… and I’m going to tell them that.
I have only persisted in my sin since I told them, and the last 2 weeks or so have actually been worse, or at least comparatively bad for me, in terms of purity.
Please pray for my forgiveness. Please pray that I could regularly see a priest every week for confession, and at least every month for spiritual direction. I honestly don’t remember the last time I confessed. I think it was Wednesday, October 22nd. … over 2 weeks ago.
Please pray that things would change. I want them to change. I want to work on them now. I want to make progress by the end of the year. I don’t want to wait any longer. “How many more years?” sometimes, I ask God in prayer that. How much longer?
Please pray for my freedom from addiction. I want to be free, and chaste, and pure, and holy.
Thank you.

