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Eleven
Guest
I could use some prayers for hope and some concrete relief. At every turn I am tried to trust God in “not answering” my prayers over and above what I ask for, even if those things are objectively good. I have family illness and strife that has persisted for years, relentlessly, despite prayer and personal effort. I have been rejected romantically by more women than I can count, who do not even give me a chance. The few that have soon lost interest in being treated well, partly, one said, because I was too into Church. My confidence is all but destroyed while friends and strangers sleep around and succeed at the dating game, even marrying afterward, poisoning the culture, making it even more difficult. There is cruelty at every turn. Crosses are replaced by heavier crosses. What hope is there if a child of God cannot kneel at the foot of the Father and receive a drop of relief when he asks. If not for miracles I could not explain like Lanciano, who knows where I would be. This world is a disgusting place that is very easy to hate.
Please pray especially for others worse off than you or me.
Please pray especially for others worse off than you or me.

