For me for healing of memories

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I learned that my former boyfriend got married already and I felt devastated. We broke up for almost 9 years (!) now. All those years I was in denial and when I learned that he got married, I tried to deny it again. I wanted to face my hurt and heal totally. I admit that I’m really hurt, I feel terrible, angry and resentful that he married someone else and not me. I spent the whole evening of Dec 30 in prayer and the whole day of Dec 31 trying to heal my memories through prayer. Today, January 1, I went to mass expecting healing through the Eucharist.

Please pray for my healing as I know when I will continue to hurt and not heal, I would find it difficult to see Christ in those around me and to be Christ for those around me. Pray for as I prepare my self to receive the sacrament of reconcialiation that I may totally be released from my painful past and that I may be able to forgive and love the person as God loves him, not the romantic love that I feel.
 
I’ll say some prayers for you, marymagdalene. I’ve had some severe emotional problems in the recent past, and I feel for you. Keep going with your life - it’s still worth the living, and God will help you live it.

God Bless and keep you. :angel1:
 
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Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

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marymagdalene said:
I learned that my former boyfriend got married already and I felt devastated. We broke up for almost 9 years (!) now. All those years I was in denial and when I learned that he got married, I tried to deny it again. I wanted to face my hurt and heal totally. I admit that I’m really hurt, I feel terrible, angry and resentful that he married someone else and not me. I spent the whole evening of Dec 30 in prayer and the whole day of Dec 31 trying to heal my memories through prayer. Today, January 1, I went to mass expecting healing through the Eucharist.

Please pray for my healing as I know when I will continue to hurt and not heal, I would find it difficult to see Christ in those around me and to be Christ for those around me. Pray for as I prepare my self to receive the sacrament of reconcialiation that I may totally be released from my painful past and that I may be able to forgive and love the person as God loves him, not the romantic love that I feel.
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In addition, I would like to mention that after we broke up in 1998, I was so depressed and even attempted suicide 5 times. I survived those attempts, but I was not healed. I blamed God for everything and that was the time that I “run away” from God.

It was just lately that I realized that I could no longer run away anymore and finally returned to my Father, like the prodigal son. Learning about my ex-boyfriend’s marriage was not a coincidence. I know God wants me to face the my hurt and heal that I truly be made whole again. I dont want to go back to the darkness of depression, so help me pray.
 
Praying for you to heal emotionally…

AVE MARIA, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen
 
Dear Marymagdalene,
I will certainly pray for the healing of your memories of the past. Just a thought, but, have you tried attending a Mass for the healing of past hurts? I have been to several and they can be very powerful. Just an idea. You will be in my prayers, hon. I’ve been there…
 
marymagdalene said:
I learned that my former boyfriend got married already and I felt devastated. We broke up for almost 9 years (!) now. All those years I was in denial and when I learned that he got married, I tried to deny it again. I wanted to face my hurt and heal totally. I admit that I’m really hurt, I feel terrible, angry and resentful that he married someone else and not me. I spent the whole evening of Dec 30 in prayer and the whole day of Dec 31 trying to heal my memories through prayer. Today, January 1, I went to mass expecting healing through the Eucharist.

Please pray for my healing as I know when I will continue to hurt and not heal, I would find it difficult to see Christ in those around me and to be Christ for those around me. Pray for as I prepare my self to receive the sacrament of reconcialiation that I may totally be released from my painful past and that I may be able to forgive and love the person as God loves him, not the romantic love that I feel.
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Lord please give her your strenght and grace to forgive and put the past in the past. Give her your graces.
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Can you tell me where to find a mass for past hurts?

I will pray for you honey. God will make things better.
 
Praying for you, but remember you have kept going for nine years, and you will find that strength again, god bless:gopray2:
 
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