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BlueKnight
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In the face of darkness, calumny, slander, gossip, witchcraft, unrelenting spiritual attack, jealousy, malice, and judgement.
Hit a pretty big low. Just two days ago and today. Normally I’m a peppy guy. Feels like very strong oppression for those who know what I mean.
The only way I can see through this is for Jesus to come to my rescue and to help me. Because I’m out of everything. My ammo is spent. Feels like the battle to take hill 861 in Vietnam. Not that I was there but I’ve heard the stories.
Saw this weird black crow outside my window with it’s mouth wide open facing my window making a weird sound. Just standing there. A small blue and white bird called a Killdeer swooped down from the roof above my window and chased the black bird away.
Well that was kind of comical but strange, considering how low I was that day. I know the blessed mother protects me and all her children, and that God is using this to test and refine me, God knows I need refining. I just wish it would be over and I was on the other side of this.
Decades of spiritual warfare is wearing me out and I have decades ahead of me. I’m spent. Stick a fork in me.
Calling in an air strike right on my position. Launch everything. Napalm it. Surrounded…
Bk
Hit a pretty big low. Just two days ago and today. Normally I’m a peppy guy. Feels like very strong oppression for those who know what I mean.
The only way I can see through this is for Jesus to come to my rescue and to help me. Because I’m out of everything. My ammo is spent. Feels like the battle to take hill 861 in Vietnam. Not that I was there but I’ve heard the stories.
Saw this weird black crow outside my window with it’s mouth wide open facing my window making a weird sound. Just standing there. A small blue and white bird called a Killdeer swooped down from the roof above my window and chased the black bird away.
Well that was kind of comical but strange, considering how low I was that day. I know the blessed mother protects me and all her children, and that God is using this to test and refine me, God knows I need refining. I just wish it would be over and I was on the other side of this.
Decades of spiritual warfare is wearing me out and I have decades ahead of me. I’m spent. Stick a fork in me.
Calling in an air strike right on my position. Launch everything. Napalm it. Surrounded…
Bk
