I will certainly pray for you that your burden be removed. Or that you are given the strength to rise above it. Your thread somehow reminded me of St Paul and his thorn in the flesh. We don’t know what that thorn was but here’s what he said about it.
“For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong." (2 Cor. 12:7-10)
2 Cor 13:13
Eddy Barry