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I converted to Catholicism and I still feel strongly towards my faith, however after near spotless Church attendance during those 2 years I suddenly realize for the last 3 months I have not really gone to Church at all.
The birth of my second son was pretty intense having to help out, so I shrugged it off as a solid excuse and maybe it was for the first few weeks but after 2 months…Its pretty certain this is no longer the deal breaker it first was.
Another thing that changed 3 months ago is my new Job. I seriously work 6 days a week (while still having to make phone calls on my day off) working 60+ Hours a week! Not to mention its a physically taxing job. Im just so drained and tired all the time, the slimmest moment of free time all I want to do is lay down. Not to mention the hours are horrific. Sometimes waking up and heading to work at 8 am, other times heading to work at 4pm and working until 5am the following day!
Im not sure how to handle this one, but its been forever since I have been to confession or mass. I can feel it. I want to call myself a Catholic but Im not even practicing it at this point.
Please pray for my determination. Satan just makes too much sense when he tells me “You have had a long work week, hit the snooze button”.
The birth of my second son was pretty intense having to help out, so I shrugged it off as a solid excuse and maybe it was for the first few weeks but after 2 months…Its pretty certain this is no longer the deal breaker it first was.
Another thing that changed 3 months ago is my new Job. I seriously work 6 days a week (while still having to make phone calls on my day off) working 60+ Hours a week! Not to mention its a physically taxing job. Im just so drained and tired all the time, the slimmest moment of free time all I want to do is lay down. Not to mention the hours are horrific. Sometimes waking up and heading to work at 8 am, other times heading to work at 4pm and working until 5am the following day!
Im not sure how to handle this one, but its been forever since I have been to confession or mass. I can feel it. I want to call myself a Catholic but Im not even practicing it at this point.
