For my midterm Friday and for my loss

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I have my second midterm in statistics Friday. I did not do well last time despite all the studying and the prayers. And now, I have a friend who I hurt and I have no idea whether or not he is dead or alive. Someone just told me to wait a few days, maybe he is just taking a break from the Internet. I cannot take my mind off of him. I feel like a murderer unless proven otherwise. I’m trying to study and do my homework, but, I don’t know, I cried over him yesterday, but, today I just cannot bring myself to do anything. No way I am not failing stats now. Whenever something like this happened, I’d talk to him because he screwed up badly in his life and few things would repulse him away from a person in need. But, now I have no one to talk to about this. He is Catholic and knows suicide is a sin, but, who knows.
 
***Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death
Amen.

:crossrc:***
 
Praying that you may study well and apply all that you have learned when you take the midterm, and praying for your peace of mind and your friend’s well being.
 
Prayers that you do the best to your ability on your midterm. Also praying that your friend is ok and you will hear as such soon.

Mary.
 
St. Thomas Aquinas, pray for the op.

Hail Mary, full of grace the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†
 
Red. It’ll take two shades more vicious than even you can dish out to finish me off. I mean you drew more than a pint to be sure. That action cut pretty deep. But I’ll bleed it out in retribution for my own sins first. I’ll take the knife for that. Twisted or straight.
In fact you can have it back in case you need it again.

But I don’t want to aim for your heart in turn. Vengeance is not mine to take here. Because I think you’ve matched my pain drop for drop. I think you’ve twinned yourself to it. You’ve earned what forgiveness I can give. You’ve got a full and proper right to it.

But to make sure we don’t misunderstand the lesson learned in this, I think I should probably leave this site. I think part of what you said had a real ring of truth to it. I really do agree with you there. I didn’t mean to darken your future with my present. Let’s know this truth as served. And let’s also know that maybe someday we’ll pass beyond it. But for now I don’t want to be that lens through which your problems are magnified. I don’t want to weigh you down with that kind of distraction.

Not because I don’t want to talk to you anymore. No, never that.

Instead it’s exactly because of the opposite. It’s exactly because I really still do.

But I’m going to take responsibility for things this time. This one time in my life I’m going to step up and do what’s right. Instead of doing what I usually do. Instead of just letting life move me into easy reach of what I want.

Peace Red. You’ll always be my sister. I hope you aim high and true. A prayer and a thought for you make for me a pair as common as breathing.

Your brother,

Trident
 
Trident_H said:
Red. It’ll take two shades more vicious than even you can dish out to finish me off. I mean you drew more than a pint to be sure. That action cut pretty deep. But I’ll bleed it out in retribution for my own sins first. I’ll take the knife for that. Twisted or straight.
In fact you can have it back in case you need it again.

But I don’t want to aim for your heart in turn. Vengeance is not mine to take here. Because I think you’ve matched my pain drop for drop. I think you’ve twinned yourself to it. You’ve earned what forgiveness I can give. You’ve got a full and proper right to it.

But to make sure we don’t misunderstand the lesson learned in this, I think I should probably leave this site. I think part of what you said had a real ring of truth to it. I really do agree with you there. I didn’t mean to darken your future with my present. Let’s know this truth as served. And let’s also know that maybe someday we’ll pass beyond it. But for now I don’t want to be that lens through which your problems are magnified. I don’t want to weigh you down with that kind of distraction.

Not because I don’t want to talk to you anymore. No, never that.

Instead it’s exactly because of the opposite. It’s exactly because I really still do.

But I’m going to take responsibility for things this time. This one time in my life I’m going to step up and do what’s right. Instead of doing what I usually do. Instead of just letting life move me into easy reach of what I want.

Peace Red. You’ll always be my sister. I hope you aim high and true. A prayer and a thought for you make for me a pair as common as breathing.

Your brother,

Trident
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Wow.

I don’t want to put my foot in it, but - whoever you are, you’ve earned my respect and esteem. Good luck. 👍
 
Trident_H said:
Red. It’ll take two shades more vicious than even you can dish out to finish me off. I mean you drew more than a pint to be sure. That action cut pretty deep. But I’ll bleed it out in retribution for my own sins first. I’ll take the knife for that. Twisted or straight.
In fact you can have it back in case you need it again.

But I don’t want to aim for your heart in turn. Vengeance is not mine to take here. Because I think you’ve matched my pain drop for drop. I think you’ve twinned yourself to it. You’ve earned what forgiveness I can give. You’ve got a full and proper right to it.

But to make sure we don’t misunderstand the lesson learned in this, I think I should probably leave this site. I think part of what you said had a real ring of truth to it. I really do agree with you there. I didn’t mean to darken your future with my present. Let’s know this truth as served. And let’s also know that maybe someday we’ll pass beyond it. But for now I don’t want to be that lens through which your problems are magnified. I don’t want to weigh you down with that kind of distraction.

Not because I don’t want to talk to you anymore. No, never that.

Instead it’s exactly because of the opposite. It’s exactly because I really still do.

But I’m going to take responsibility for things this time. This one time in my life I’m going to step up and do what’s right. Instead of doing what I usually do. Instead of just letting life move me into easy reach of what I want.

Peace Red. You’ll always be my sister. I hope you aim high and true. A prayer and a thought for you make for me a pair as common as breathing.

Your brother,

Trident
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Praying for both of you. You both are in my thoughts and prayers. Whatever it is, I hope it all works out for both of you.
 
Praying for you both-
Hail Mary,
Full of grace,
The Lord is with Thee
Blessed art Thou amongst women,
and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners,
Now and at the hour of death,
Amen
 
Exam in an hour, say a prayer for me. Part 1 has already been answered.
 
Praying for you and your friend, +

*O most beautiful Flower of Mount Carmel, Fruitful Vine, Splendor of Heaven, who brought forth the Son of God still remaining a Virgin, assist us in this necessity. *
  • O Star of the Sea, help us, and show us that you are our Mother. *
  • O Holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and earth, we humbly ask you from the depths of our heart to help us in this necessity. There are none who can withstand your **power. *
  • O show us that you are our Mother.*
  • O Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee. Sweet Mother, we place this cause in your hands. *
Amen.

**Flos **Carmeli
 
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