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GODFatherKarma
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She doesnt use technology. Can care less… Shes like 60… Im 35… She doesnt believe in taking medicine because ahes had some bad reactions before like i have… We both have Schizoaffective which is Schizophrenia and in both our cases MAJOR Depression… She lives alone… No furniture in her apartment… She lies down in bed i assume all day… Thats how it kinda was as a kid she stayed in her room most of the time… Brainwashed by Television… She took Oprahs advice on her skin condition called Rosatia… Instead of seeing a real Doctor… Ive been texting her flip phone telling her shes beautiful … I hope thay makes her feel good. I bought her an ocean sailboat painting for her birthday… She was so happy… But shes very sick… Only thing is i cant talk to her because we “clash” or collide… We got short tempers… And i try to help her in a Parental way… And i cant do that… Id love to talk to her on the phone but ever since i learned to talk ive been Bad and Evil and Ugly and Mean to her… I Love Her today… And I want her to have friends… And shes got like 8 brothers and sisters she has nothing to do with… Only person in her life really is my brother. He helps her. My Dad, her ex-husband seen her walking the other day…She gave him a blank zombie look he said and didnt want a ride with him… Her mind…its like I WAS the man on the moon before…i kinda see it as shes the woman on the moon… She goes for insane long walks… Shes very sad…im sad shes lik that…shuns help…i didnt hear her admit she had schizophrenia until President Trump got elected…it Doesnt help she lives on a long windy road with hardly any sidewalks… and no car…but yeah i actually got hit by a car walking to her apartment building to see her one night… It was dark and i had dark colors on… Luckily i only got clipped by the door…and the guy stopped for me…i ran over to him…