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lynnehelen
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I wrote a prayer request at 4 in the morning which does not appear. Evidently it was considered sensistive. I wanted to add to it.
I cry for my husband. He was a man once. My family’s manipulation of both of us has led to the destruction of us both, and I take all the blame. Especially from my husband and my son.
My son is a crazed lunatic. My husband deliberately insults and provokes him to demonic madness, which he turned on me this morning when in a frenzy over getting homework done before school and showing up late. I do not understand all he goes thru. I am trying to be there in the best way I can be. I had a condition (which I have described variously) which my son always provokes, and I have learned not to react, so I stayed very calm. He accused me of being an insane lunatic for about half an hour, screaming hysterically, I was calmly stating that I wouldn’t buy him premium cigarettes if he wouldn’t help around the house as I had asked him to do yesterday. I smoke generic and said that he was free to have one of those if he needed one.
We are almost out of cash, and my husband has stated his intent to stop paying any support. So I have called my lawyer and asked him to move forward. It has been long enough since the extension my husband’s lawyer filed for that my lawyer can do that. I am asking for interim support. Although I did and will cry for him, it is nonetheless true that he was manipulated into violating me severely and used my personal and educational assets and my family’s connections to make his work, and used my illness to his advantage. I was severely hurt. And he was frequently severely abusive toward my son (our son.)
oh my Jesus, save us from the fires of Hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those most in need of thy mercy.
“There is no lost time in Christ Jesus. Jesus is the perfect maker and keeper of all time…”
(The Cloud of Unknowing)
Please, please pray for my child.
I cry for my husband. He was a man once. My family’s manipulation of both of us has led to the destruction of us both, and I take all the blame. Especially from my husband and my son.
My son is a crazed lunatic. My husband deliberately insults and provokes him to demonic madness, which he turned on me this morning when in a frenzy over getting homework done before school and showing up late. I do not understand all he goes thru. I am trying to be there in the best way I can be. I had a condition (which I have described variously) which my son always provokes, and I have learned not to react, so I stayed very calm. He accused me of being an insane lunatic for about half an hour, screaming hysterically, I was calmly stating that I wouldn’t buy him premium cigarettes if he wouldn’t help around the house as I had asked him to do yesterday. I smoke generic and said that he was free to have one of those if he needed one.
We are almost out of cash, and my husband has stated his intent to stop paying any support. So I have called my lawyer and asked him to move forward. It has been long enough since the extension my husband’s lawyer filed for that my lawyer can do that. I am asking for interim support. Although I did and will cry for him, it is nonetheless true that he was manipulated into violating me severely and used my personal and educational assets and my family’s connections to make his work, and used my illness to his advantage. I was severely hurt. And he was frequently severely abusive toward my son (our son.)
oh my Jesus, save us from the fires of Hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those most in need of thy mercy.
“There is no lost time in Christ Jesus. Jesus is the perfect maker and keeper of all time…”
(The Cloud of Unknowing)
Please, please pray for my child.